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peace welcomes with a grip of ice
Dec 25, 2025
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For psh, I'd get this feeling like my head was about to explode, turns out it's because I didn't target the carotids right. I tried again, same thing over and over. I know where my carotids are. I can place my fingers on them, somehow the rope doesn't target it well.
 
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is this by design?
Jan 27, 2025
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For psh, I'd get this feeling like my head was about to explode, turns out it's because I didn't target the carotids right. I tried again, same thing over and over. I know where my carotids are. I can place my fingers on them, somehow the rope doesn't target it well.
Yep also my issue is I only have a iphone cable but people ctb before with chargers so I'm making it work.

If I want to end my suffering, I need to figure how to force this cable Into a certain noose tie forgot the name but with little research I'll find it again.

Also couldn't find the carotids as well, I guess practice makes perfect in this case.
 
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Sep 24, 2023
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With partial I can't seem to compress the arteries right. Passing out felt like it'd take hours, if at all, but swallowing was hard and breathing wasn't comfortable. There's intense gagging when the knot's at the back of my head, pushing against my tongue with full force. It's absolutely pointless to place the knot at the side, though.
 
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Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
119
i failed FSH because i did it impulsively. anchor point wasn't strong enough and it snapped. i managed to pass out, so maybe if i was a little more underweight i wouldve succeeded
 
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yellow rose

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Apr 24, 2026
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For psh, I'd get this feeling like my head was about to explode, turns out it's because I didn't target the carotids right. I tried again, same thing over and over. I know where my carotids are. I can place my fingers on them, somehow the rope doesn't target it well.
This seems a common issue
i failed FSH because i did it impulsively. anchor point wasn't strong enough and it snapped. i managed to pass out, so maybe if i was a little more underweight i wouldve succeeded
That sucks, can I ask did you use a rope? What knots? What was your anchor point?
i failed FSH because i did it impulsively. anchor point wasn't strong enough and it snapped. i managed to pass out, so maybe if i was a little more underweight i wouldve succeeded
Did you experience pain?
 
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subtract7671

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Feb 6, 2026
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PSH failure due to survival instinct kicking in. It's a far more difficult method than most people make it out to be. No physical damage as a result but has left me far, far worse off mental health wise than before.
 

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