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inairukab147qwe

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Jan 2, 2020
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I imagine it like that, average person starts life from 0 "points", some of them from 20-30, if they're rich and you are supposed to achieve 100. But I always felt like that I started from -100 and no matter what, I will always be falling behind.
 
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Ilpiccoloskywalker

Ilpiccoloskywalker

Free hugs
Jan 8, 2020
22
I don't really care about falling behind.
Thing is without achieving things people won't even give me the time of day.
Everyone fucking thinks the more one has the more of a better person it is.
And it is never enough.


I felt that too: two years ago i got the usual neet package, no job, no licence, no friends, never even touched a woman, i was lonely and frustrated. Now everything has changed still it doesn't feel any better.
This really forced me to reconsider achieving in the first place.

You know it happens a lot that people that know nothing, cannot do anything, are poor and egoist and stupid. Even being such as they are because they are funny, they can win over other people friendship.
Everyone else has to work hard to get very little (i'm not talking about money, i'm talking about relationships, though the same applies for that too.)
 
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S1mpleme

Mage
Dec 27, 2019
517
There are no points in life, even you're rich doesn't mean you're happy. Plus today you have money and tomorrow you've lost everything. Only we are make each other feel behind, we have to be closer.
 
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AintNoWayOut

Student
Jan 6, 2020
173
im behind in pretty much every aspect... socially, sexually, etc etc. i've saved up a decent amount of money from my job but it means nothing to me now anyways.
 
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Xebsora29

XebRubix
Nov 1, 2019
47
Yes. I feel like that all the time. Its due to the implements of expectations and standards that society placed, thats why we always feel like we're falling behind.
 
CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
I've always been the smarter student, had a good job starting off and still quite well off with many opportunities, was in a romantic relationship for a while.

I am still perceived as reasonably successful by my peers, but, apart for a few months I can now barely remember, I've felt depressed, purposeless and incapable of anything. Own achievements felt more and more insignificant over time, while failures felt heavier. It only became worse as time passed.

It's not really that I feel being behind. It's not a scoreboard for me. I just feel something is missing, broken in me, that there's a qualitative, not quantitative difference between me and my peers that keeps me down.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Yea, I'm so behind I feel like there's no point.
 
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