I don't really care about falling behind.
Thing is without achieving things people won't even give me the time of day.
Everyone fucking thinks the more one has the more of a better person it is.
And it is never enough.
I felt that too: two years ago i got the usual neet package, no job, no licence, no friends, never even touched a woman, i was lonely and frustrated. Now everything has changed still it doesn't feel any better.
This really forced me to reconsider achieving in the first place.
You know it happens a lot that people that know nothing, cannot do anything, are poor and egoist and stupid. Even being such as they are because they are funny, they can win over other people friendship.
Everyone else has to work hard to get very little (i'm not talking about money, i'm talking about relationships, though the same applies for that too.)