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un.exist

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peace welcomes with a grip of ice
Dec 25, 2025
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The past few days I was well set on ending it and felt that sweet resolve but still waa not able to successfully complete the act, now the numbness is back, my days, how i hate the numbness. There's nothing I can do with it, nothing at all. At least before i was filled with the urge to commit and now it's just nothing. I'm just here watching like a stranger, doing nothing as things get progressively worse.

It's just hard to do anything and even harder to understand why people do anything...fuck here we are again
 

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