Has your crying changed?

[TragedyBornCrimson]

My emotions get stored until they burst. When I cry it's like a thunderstorm, but never in front of people. I store it and just look numb most of the time.

 

[Wanting yet Unable]

I find it nearly impossible to do so these days with the exception of last month. It felt weird and difficult to do. I also felt ashamed doing it even though I was alone. In the past I always felt better after crying but not so much this time. No relief.

 

[h78272]

i think a lot of simple things can stress me out so much i feel it in my heart and the only way i think of relieving that feeling is to either cry it out but i only ever get teary eyed. whenever i do want to cry about things i can reasonably be upset over, i cant ever get those tears out and its even more stressful; i can feel pressure build up in my head and my heart just starts to hurt. my voice though, still gets shaky and my nose still gets runny. im embarrassed when i cry but sometimes i just want to bawl my eyes out and i just cant anymore