Has anyone told you to die?

[nitrogenous]

I've been told to die so many times by my mom and I used to brush it off, but the more she did it and the more I realise how messed up she is and the abuse she has done to me, the more I got hooked in the idea of ending my life to "satisfy" her while at the same time being sarcastic "sure, here you'll have a dead daughter soon"

 

[copioushopelessness]

I've heard it at least 60 times just since last night. I wish I had it in me to live out of spite. To outlive the people who didn't want to see me succeed. I shouldn't have spoke to this person. I wanted a chance to clear the air. I wanted to go PEACEFULLY. I don't want my last moments to be that there were a few people who wanted me to suffer until my "last gurgling breath"
"You're all alone in this world" hopefully I can find someone to talk to before I go. Until then sorry for the posts sasu fam.

I've been told to die so many times by my mom and I used to brush it off, but the more she did it and the more I realise how messed up she is and the abuse she has done to me, the more I got hooked in the idea of ending my life to "satisfy" her while at the same time being sarcastic "sure, here you'll have a dead daughter soon"

I hope her words haunt her. Don't do it to "satisfy" her. I hope you can have a better life without her abuse.

I've been told to die so many times by my mom and I used to brush it off, but the more she did it and the more I realise how messed up she is and the abuse she has done to me, the more I got hooked in the idea of ending my life to "satisfy" her while at the same time being sarcastic "sure, here you'll have a dead daughter soon"

I wish the people who were supposed to protect us didn't do this to us.

 

[witchcraft]

I'm not going to pretend to be a good person on here because I have nothing to gain and I won't be around much longer.

I'm not proud of it but the past year or so I've told the type of people who make me feel the way that I do that I hope they die.

No, I don't apologize. I don't care anymore.

If I knew someone was having the same thoughts as me, I wouldn't say it. I say it when I firmly believe those people genuinely do not give a singular shit anyway. Those same people hope that I kill myself and so the feeling is mutual as far as I'm concerned.

They'll sleep easy knowing only one of us will actually do it and it won't be them, so what does it matter.