Venting Has anyone else completely lost their fucking mind...

[ZixivaldYrxes]

YES YES YES
I'm basically a parody of myself at this point and I embrace it
I've been there before with the depression and authentic sadness and whatnot
It's all gone now, there's nothing but LoLs left
Can't even string a decent thought together without wanting to double over in laughter/pain
If being the fool brings people joy then SO BE IT! Better than the useless depth of feeling I used to have

 

[JadedGray]

Yes, it's been a long time coming. My mental state has been deteriorating my whole life. Only the last 4 years do I feel like I've completely lost it. I don't know how I've held on this long to be honest.

 

[Sailfisher]

It's like falling into a mental hole that I don't know if I can get out of. After thinking of departing for so long the number of things I can tolerate keeps shrinking.

 

[LastFlowers]

I always find myself using that word, trapped.

 

[HelpPlease]

Yes drugs fried my brain

 

[efilist]

Thank you Broken Blue, nice post.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Stuck, trapped, screwed.. however it's put, yea - I feel that way. I think I've deteriorated quite a bit. This doesn't look like it will end well.

 

[Xaphous]

Constant mental and emotional pain for as long as I remember, also permanent involuntary isolation which leads to insanity whilst I continually habitually remind myself of past and current trauma.