conveniently_dead
Member
- May 31, 2019
- 62
Absolutely terrifying thought. Literally sends me into panic attacks.
I've been suffering from mental illness and suicidal thoughts for most of my life.
I've planned a few different methods and backed out of all of them. Today I have a ton of benzos and a place to jump.
Just can't do it. I just don't have the courage. This doesn't mean I want to live honestly.
It just means I'm fucked. I'm a coward and I'm gonna be stuck here for a long time. Things are gonna get worse and I'm going to have to endure it until the bitter end.
I've been suffering from mental illness and suicidal thoughts for most of my life.
I've planned a few different methods and backed out of all of them. Today I have a ton of benzos and a place to jump.
Just can't do it. I just don't have the courage. This doesn't mean I want to live honestly.
It just means I'm fucked. I'm a coward and I'm gonna be stuck here for a long time. Things are gonna get worse and I'm going to have to endure it until the bitter end.