hard time coping with my awful appearance

[404]

one time i just broke down after looking at my face and body because i look so horrible compared to everybody else

even if i use a lot of skincare products for a long time it doesn't seem to work and i still look horrible

i feel very anxious when going outside and every time someone looks at me in a weird way i want to kill myself already

it's so hard to cope with all of this not to mention the other problems i have with my life

i don't think i would have any friends at this point and i'll stay lonely forever

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really dreadful and tiring having to suffer like that, existence is just too cruel. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Damian]

one time i just broke down after looking at my face and body because i look so horrible compared to everybody else

even if i use a lot of skincare products for a long time it doesn't seem to work and i still look horrible

i feel very anxious when going outside and every time someone looks at me in a weird way i want to kill myself already

it's so hard to cope with all of this not to mention the other problems i have with my life

i don't think i would have any friends at this point and i'll stay lonely forever

me too bro, me too. Because of my height. Our destiny is to die.

 

[helicoptero]

one time i just broke down after looking at my face and body because i look so horrible compared to everybody else

even if i use a lot of skincare products for a long time it doesn't seem to work and i still look horrible

i feel very anxious when going outside and every time someone looks at me in a weird way i want to kill myself already

it's so hard to cope with all of this not to mention the other problems i have with my life

i don't think i would have any friends at this point and i'll stay lonely forever

I understand how you feel. I feel extremely grossed out by myself, and often feel ashamed of going out to the street, I don't want others to see me.

I stopped taking pictures of me, and try to avoid looking in the mirror. I really don't like and don't recognize what I see.

It feels awful. I send you a big hug, none of us deserves to feel like this.

 

[lackadazeE]

I feel you. I'm constantly on edge. Everyone I pass and interact with in a day is someone I think is harshly judging me. My own family thinks I'm disgusting too and I almost think if I could be confident then I could spite them and I find that awfully encouraging. In the end it's just too hard to find any ounce of worth in my body, so it'll just stay the same way it always is.

 

[Black_light]

Don't look into a mirror and avoid eye contact with people so you can't read their micro expressions when they focus on you

 

[Alltheywanted]

I also used to have hard times looking at my self in the mirror or the photos. What comes out is that I had something called body dysmorphia and in reality my appearance isn't so bad. Maybe it applies to you as well, just try to think about it.

 

[020x]

Still don't understand people that laugh at others when they don't like their appearance. Nobody got to chose what to look like, and it gives us zero right to embarrass each other. Especially if a person does such stuff but is also religious, they're basically laughing at God because he was the one that created everyone? Yup, makes no sense.
Sad world :/

I hope you'll feel better at some point and will be able to live a happy life. Either way, I wish you nothing else but peace and happiness. Goodluck