Help Hanging's not the way. What other are there options for me?

[Autumn Winter]

What is your opinion on the sn method? I believe the brain damage that comes with this method is minimal.

 

[Arak]

@21Neberg ,

I would not want to recommend drowning. To me, it seems a horrible way to go. I think they key for getting it to work: getting in something very deep, having a lot of weight attached to your body, prevent being rescued.

SN could work but keep in mind we don't really know what it does and it's fully reversible.
SA done properly near 100 % chance of dying. Expect to be tortured to death during a couple of hours on 10-20 gr of SA.

N ...

The buildings are secured ... I didn't know. I wonder how common that is. I guess a country with skyscrapers is more reliable.

 

[crova]

Hello friends, I'll try to keep it short as usual.

While trying to hang myself a couple of minutes ago, I realized that it simply isn't the method for me. I've always been afraid of new things - that explains why I just can't push to unconciousness, because I don't know whats next. Furthermore the threads on brain damage scared me too.

I realized that hanging is not the right method for me. But what other options do I have? Here is my situation:
- I'm a gigantic pussy. If I don't have control of the situation, I'm afraid.
- I live in the most flat country on the planet - there's no place high enough to jump from. (Netherlands - rural).
- My father, refusing to truly let me be independent, is watching my bank account.

I'm honestly broken right now - I'm hoping someone else, with a calm mind, can see a solution here. A method, a way, I haven't considered yet.

Thanks in advance, friends.

I know how stupid it could sound; people overdose on water...

 

[EjNJddYC]

- My father, refusing to truly let me be independent, is watching my bank account.

Google how to withdraw money without alerting your "spouse" or "partner"; you'll find loads of ideas. The first thing that comes to my mind is withdrawing small amounts regularly over a long period of time and putting it into a secret account. If you take random amounts out, you might be able to slowly increase how much you take out on average without it becoming obvious (this depends on how closely your father is watching your account). After you have enough money, I would looking into N. The idea of waiting a long time sucks, but at least you will give yourself time to research and reflect on whether you really want to go through with it.

 

[21Neberg]

@21Neberg ,

I would not want to recommend drowning. To me, it seems a horrible way to go. I think they key for getting it to work: getting in something very deep, having a lot of weight attached to your body, prevent being rescued.

SN could work but keep in mind we don't really know what it does and it's fully reversible.
SA done properly near 100 % chance of dying. Expect to be tortured to death during a couple of hours on 10-20 gr of SA.

N ...

The buildings are secured ... I didn't know. I wonder how common that is. I guess a country with skyscrapers is more reliable.

Thank you for your reply. I guess SN is the only way - but how necessary are those anti emetics?

 

[21Neberg]

Google how to withdraw money without alerting your "spouse" or "partner"; you'll find loads of ideas. The first thing that comes to my mind is withdrawing small amounts regularly over a long period of time and putting it into a secret account. If you take random amounts out, you might be able to slowly increase how much you take out on average without it becoming obvious (this depends on how closely your father is watching your account). After you have enough money, I would looking into N. The idea of waiting a long time sucks, but at least you will give yourself time to research and reflect on whether you really want to go through with it.

Thank you for the idea. I'm not underage - I probably should just go to the bank and see if I can get my privacy there. They're probably able to simply stop him from accessing my bank records.

 

[21Neberg]

I know how stupid it could sound; people overdose on water...

I know, 12 liters. However, it's likely you'll puke some of it our before you get it all in causing you to painfully survive.

 

[throwaway_2620]

Thank you for your reply. I guess SN is the only way - but how necessary are those anti emetics?

I would recommend a dopamine antagonist anti-emetic (such as metoclopramide or domperidone) and (optionally) a H2 antagonist acid reducer (such as tagamet or zantac) for SN.

 

[21Neberg]

I would recommend a dopamine antagonist anti-emetic (such as metoclopramide or domperidone) and (optionally) a H2 antagonist acid reducer (such as tagamet or zantac) for SN.

Thanks friend :) I hope those are OTC?

 

[throwaway_2620]

Thanks friend :) I hope those are OTC?

Anti-emetics are prescription, so you'll have to order online. Zantac you can get OTC, tagamet on ebay.

 

[21Neberg]

Anti-emetics are prescription, so you'll have to order online. Zantac you can get OTC, tagamet on ebay.

Thank you!

 

[Sixfeetunder]

It depends on how closely your bank account is being watched.

Maybe you could get supplies for a charcoal grill and ctb via carbon monoxide poisoning. However, you'd have to be careful as to not let the gas escape and hurt anyone else.

Other option is maybe sodium nitrite (SN). If antiemetics are OTC there, great! Otherwise it might be better to get DMSO and use that to drink from it. You can also use zantac as the antacid since the other one (I can't remember what it's called but it started with a "T") is prescription only in Europe.

 

[throwaway_2620]

Thank you!

You can also get DMSO online. Here's a link:
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Here's a link to odorless/tasteless DMSO:
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Edit: Forgot to post a sodium nitrite, tagamet and metoclopramide (primperan) link:
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P.S. If you're going to buy SN, make sure it doesn't get exposed to air because prolonged exposure to air causes sodium nitrite to turn into nitrate, which is useless for ctb.

 

[ddutch]

I have every day for the past few months. I just think it's too uncertain, though it is a very accessible method for me.

Here in the Netherlands we do have alot of big and high buildings. Just take A apartment of 12 high

 

[Arak]

Thank you for your reply. I guess SN is the only way - but how necessary are those anti emetics?

100 %. domperidone/primperan on ebay, ranitidine maybe from a Polish seller on Ebay.

 

[Dutch]

Thank you!

The local store Etos and Kruidvat sells Zantac for 7,50 euro. you get 12 tablets for it, you need 3.

 

[RememberWhatUCameFor]

1.4 butandiol rectal

in opposite to hanging your brain and other organs are still intact in case you survive

or you could go for the long drop version of hanging

3m is already often enough to get either neck broken or the head chopped of

the height of a bridge is enough

 

[21Neberg]

The local store Etos and Kruidvat sells Zantac for 7,50 euro. you get 12 tablets for it, you need 3.

You're a hero ;-)

 

[21Neberg]

1.4 butandiol rectal

I'll look into this. Thank you for replying to my thread.

 

[21Neberg]

P.S. If you're going to buy SN, make sure it doesn't get exposed to air because prolonged exposure to air causes sodium nitrite to turn into nitrate, which is useless for ctb.

You're the best! Thank you for that link too... you're a real hero.

 

[ddutch]

You're a hero ;-)

Waarom niet gewoon nembutal??

 

[21Neberg]

Waarom niet gewoon nembutal??

Duur, moet bestellen uit Mexico. Heb zelf geen verstand van bitcoin, maar je moet A wel daarmee betalen. Daarnaast loop je altijd het risico dat de douane het onderschept.

 

[ddutch]

Duur, moet bestellen uit Mexico. Heb zelf geen verstand van bitcoin, maar je moet A wel daarmee betalen. Daarnaast loop je altijd het risico dat de douane het onderschept.

Ik heb het ook gedaan.
Heb zelfs via PayPal betaald.
Is wel ff 500 dollar maar dan heb je het wel.

 

[Othermind]

Would your father get suspicious about a single purchase from ebay (antiemetics)? 'Cause for the SN method that's the only thing you really need a credit card for, everything else can be bought in cash otc.
Or even better, see if you can bullshit your doctor into prescribing them to you. Might not buy it or give you something weaker, but it's still worth a shot imo.
Other than that, I guess trains are the only other option, though I perfectly understand you not wanting to traumatize a poor bastard for life.

 

[21Neberg]

Ik heb het ook gedaan.
Heb zelfs via PayPal betaald.
Is wel ff 500 dollar maar dan heb je het wel.

Ah, ik wist niet dat Paypal ook kon. Toch kijk ik liever eerst naar alle andere opties, want ik ben en blijf Nederlands en dus is $500 veel geld ;-)

 

[ddutch]

Ah, ik wist niet dat Paypal ook kon. Toch kijk ik liever eerst naar alle andere opties, want ik ben en blijf Nederlands en dus is $500 veel geld ;-)

Ja snap het sterkte man

 

[anuglymale]

The common rule of jumping I've read on here is 100 meters above ground and 200 meters above water as a guarantee for death.

Where are you getting these numbers from?

 

[21Neberg]

Where are you getting these numbers from?

Check this link for information on jumping and a ton of other methods: https://archive.fo/kyBvm