My method has been partial and after alot and i mean alot of attempts. Ive only came close 3 times and let me say all 3 were not pleasant at all.
1. Was with a scarf legs out front. Passed out, awoke to very painful convulsions.. Whole body, Was able to stand and cancel.
2. and 3. (Yesterday) With a military belt. Both times were extremely scary/ panicky after passing out. Was kneeling, awoke confused not able to breathe making loud snoring noises, convulsing. Was able to pull myself up. I actually peed and shat myself a bit (watery stool).. Ehh
The 3rd attempt was similar. The only difference was i was stuck on my knees, panicking wasn't able to cancel but the anchor gave and released me... My throat is marked and definitely hurting like a sore throat.
So, ive been fasting last 5 hours. Contemplating taking my SN.
I have benzos and anti psychotic meds i take.
Just wanted to share. Thx guys for listening.
1. Was with a scarf legs out front. Passed out, awoke to very painful convulsions.. Whole body, Was able to stand and cancel.
2. and 3. (Yesterday) With a military belt. Both times were extremely scary/ panicky after passing out. Was kneeling, awoke confused not able to breathe making loud snoring noises, convulsing. Was able to pull myself up. I actually peed and shat myself a bit (watery stool).. Ehh
The 3rd attempt was similar. The only difference was i was stuck on my knees, panicking wasn't able to cancel but the anchor gave and released me... My throat is marked and definitely hurting like a sore throat.
So, ive been fasting last 5 hours. Contemplating taking my SN.
I have benzos and anti psychotic meds i take.
Just wanted to share. Thx guys for listening.
