Guilt

[Styrotoast]

I recently have been struggling a lot when it comes to the idea of ending it, I have people who rely on me to some extent but I keep hurting them. The guilt I have over hurting then and making them deal with my issues has started eating away at me to an extreme amount. At what point is it failing them more to end it then to rot away in my room unable to do anything. I'm a really bad person but at the end of the day a few people have stuck around enough where I think me ending it would atleast change their lives enough for their grief to be taken into consideration but the pain I'm in often seems to outweigh that.