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gargamuel

Member
Nov 28, 2024
17
Im sorry
Everyone I am so sorry
I tried, ive tried for years... this is not the first time that ive posted here about to kill myself
This time Im not asking for help

After 9 attempts, two hospital admission, 15 hospital visits a diagnosis of PTSD and DID and a whole lot of pain im done with this world

I just want to thank everyone on SS for what youve done for me... im sorry i wasnt strong enough

Im not sure if there is an afterlife but everyone here deserves heaven

Hang in there guys, for me

I love you guys

Adios
 
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invokat222

Member
Mar 2, 2025
38
I don't think you have to apologize.
 
J

Jadeith

Wizard
Jan 14, 2025
642
Don't be. You didn't do anything wrong. Not to me at least. If sorries are in order then let me tell you that i'm sorry too.
Sorry that you have to suffer, sorry that life didn't turned out as you wanted it to be.
And i sincerely hope that whatever you choose, you won't suffer anymore. Only peace.
 
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InTheStars

InTheStars

Member
Feb 16, 2025
68
I wish I had some superpower to take away your pain. Hugs 🤗
 
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pointblank

pointblank

digicore glitz° • ✧
Dec 12, 2024
202
Rest easy soldier.
 
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fairytale

Member
Jan 22, 2025
23
You will surely find the peace you desire.
If you want to talk to someone personally, write to me, I am open to you.
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,113
I'm sorry that life has treated you so unfairly with so much suffering. I hope you can find peace. You have been brave and strong, there is no need to apologize. Hugs for you.
 
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sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
292
I hope you find peace, there is no need to apologize at all. 🫂🫂🫂
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Don't apologise. All we can do is try our best till we hit our breaking point. I wish you peace.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,823
No need to apologise, we've all come here for most of the same reasons and I'm sorry for all your pain leading to this point. You deserve heaven too, and I wish you all the best in finding peace. Thank you for the well wishes, sending love back to you too. Safe journey :hug:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,989
It sounds like you've suffered a lot, I hope that you find the peace from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Hope things go well with you, courageous, unmet friend. You've endured much, every good wish for peace and rest.
 
ForsakenEcho

ForsakenEcho

when things just get too much
Jan 14, 2024
58
I wish you the best, hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
Afterglow

Afterglow

the best geoguessr player ever
Feb 22, 2025
376
I hope you find your peace.
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
830
how are you now? this life is hell for some of us. unimaginable hell.
 

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