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DeadAgain

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Sep 22, 2024
31
I only registered here today, but I've been reading here for a while. I have everything prepared and will take the bus in three hours. I wish you all that your wishes come true.
 
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cali22♡

cali22♡

Banned
Nov 11, 2023
450
Thank you and take care


Hope you will find your peace
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
657
GL. What method are you using?
 
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leavingsoonx

leavingsoonx

Headed to the other side
Sep 22, 2024
118
Travel safely. ❤️
 
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Davey40210

Davey40210

Even the stars make room for new stars
Sep 3, 2024
339
Good luck :aw:
 
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AbsentMindedHuman

AbsentMindedHuman

One day, ill be free
Apr 25, 2024
133
Goodbye. You deserved better. I wish you peace and happiness in your future.
 
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BlackCatCrossing

BlackCatCrossing

Member
Aug 27, 2024
39
Be at peace in your heart and Soul đź’—
 
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NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
73
I wish all the best for you. Will you be updating us during your process? I know you're new, but I want you to know there are many kind people here willing to be here for you if you need company.
 
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DeadAgain

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Sep 22, 2024
31
I wish all the best for you. Will you be updating us during your process? I know you're new, but I want you to know there are many kind people here willing to be here for you if you need company.
Hi,
I know it sounds selfish, but I won't be able to give any "updates" here because I want to spend my last few minutes concentrating on myself in the dark and listening to beautiful music.
Thank you for your words!
 
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NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
73
That's not selfish at all. I absolutely have no intention of pressuring you. I just wanted you to know there is support here if anytime you find you might need it.

Listening to beautiful music sounds like a great way to leave. I wish you safe travels on the bus.
 
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DeadAgain

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Sep 22, 2024
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That's not selfish at all. I absolutely have no intention of pressuring you. I just wanted you to know there is support here if anytime you find you might need it.

Listening to beautiful music sounds like a great way to leave. I wish you safe travels on the bus.
There are only three songs that I play on repeat:


 
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Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
512
Best of luck to you. I hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,117
I wish you the best, I hope that you find peace.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,918
I'm so sorry that life has brought you to this point.
Please remember you can always change your mind. No shame.
Whatever you decide, I hope In the end that you find a place of unconditional love & peace🌹💔
 
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maynoname

maynoname

Student
Aug 13, 2024
162
I wish you to find peace.
 
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DeadAgain

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Sep 22, 2024
31
one more hour. I am now taking 1000mg of ibuprofen and an over-the-counter anti-nausea medication.
 
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NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
73
These are some beautiful songs picks.
 
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DeadAgain

Member
Sep 22, 2024
31
another half hour. I'm going to turn on my music now, dissolve 2 x 25 grams of SN in 50 ml of water each and turn off the light. I'm just leaving one candle burning.

I'm going into the unknown. I don't believe in God, but I hope that there is a dimension in which we all continue to exist together in peace and harmony after this earthly world.

My name is Martin, I'm 53 years old.

I send you my love and hereby say goodbye.

 
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NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
73
I hope you've found eternal peace.
 
hopemeetshopeless

hopemeetshopeless

Member
Sep 20, 2024
51
"Delicate line between heaven and earth…
The calm of the ages,
all the world's worth.
Such minuscule measure,
while we think it so grand…
Just five specks of smallness,
This soft quiet land.
So frail and so fleeting,
in the end you will see
Simple dreams were Horatio's philosophy.

For all the truth,
all creation,
all secrets of yore
Can be told in an instant,
by then they're no more.

Ah, The Unexplainable
All worries unsettled,
heartache unresolved…
All questions unanswered,
with death, shall be solved.

We already teeter,
this sheer cliff so high.
When we fall to corruption,
insecurities die.

To end is to start;
to surrender is to know.

Despair and depression,
together they grow.
Hope shall meet hopeless
when there's nowhere to go."

Good luck, I hope you find peace.
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
370
Good bye and good luck. i hope your journey is gentle and peaceful
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,918
another half hour. I'm going to turn on my music now, dissolve 2 x 25 grams of SN in 50 ml of water each and turn off the light. I'm just leaving one candle burning.

I'm going into the unknown. I don't believe in God, but I hope that there is a dimension in which we all continue to exist together in peace and harmony after this earthly world.

My name is Martin, I'm 53 years old.

I send you my love and hereby say goodbye.


🤗🤗🤗🌹💔
 
heavyeyes

heavyeyes

âśż
Oct 9, 2022
1,716
Goodbye Martin. I hope you're resting in peace now 🤍
 
sadlittleman32

sadlittleman32

Was going to jump…now using SN
Sep 17, 2024
113
Hope you are at peace brother.
 
L'absent

L'absent

Banned
Aug 18, 2024
1,390
I would have liked to say goodbye to you when you were still alive because I don't believe in God or anything beyond bad biological life. Goodbye Martin, at least you're done suffering.
 

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