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VioletNebula

VioletNebula

Stardust
Nov 1, 2023
16
hello everyone, just wanted to stop by and say goodbye- i am planning to ctb via hanging in a couple hours, i unexpectedly have a window of opportunity to do so, and i'm gonna take it.
If not today, then i will do so tomorrow morning. I'll try to keep this updated haha

I haven't been here long but i have found comfort and peace amongst you all here, thank you for being a safe space to vent and talk. It helped me a lot!

To Puella, my dear friend, you are so kind and helpful and comforted me when i was down, i love you. I am sorry we wont get to play that chess game 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

If anyone has any experience in hanging and knots, if you could dm me that would be great. I have a couple questions.
 
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february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
466
Goodbye, stranger. Hope your passing is peaceful and you have a safe trip to the other side :heart:
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,713
Jst b crefl usng a methd tht u hve nt rsearchd proprly - u d/ nt wn2 gve urslf brn-damge
 
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tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,229
Best wishes. May you find the peace that you deserve
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,312
I wish you all the best with your plan. May you find peace! Safe travels and good luck!
 
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Aim

Aim

🤍
Sep 12, 2023
945
May you have a wonderful journey, I'm so sorry life brought you to this (these threads never gets to old heartbreaking ) But i believe you are in a good place now! Good luck dear 💜
 
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user56765567

In recovery and getting help
Oct 1, 2023
153
I wish the best for you and hope for everything to go smoothly in the journey.
 
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just_a_guy

just_a_guy

thispersondoesnotexist
Oct 27, 2023
177
Peace and love to you in this last journey
 
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Finalnight

Finalnight

Cbting 07/03/24, love you all.
Aug 16, 2023
214
I hope that you finally find the peace you're looking for

My best wishes to you ❤️
 
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flowers in the mist

flowers in the mist

dances with demons
Aug 19, 2023
69
🤍
 
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Eyler

Eyler

Cingulomania spark
Aug 11, 2023
49
I hope you yourself has at least granted one last thing they wanted, may silent prayers follow you through your doors and guide you through the wanted.

Rest well, big one. You lived far long, you are a brave one.

May the kindest words give you hugs.
 
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VioletNebula

VioletNebula

Stardust
Nov 1, 2023
16
thank you for all the well wishes everyone, i've got my notes set and am preparing the method, thank you for your concern Dot 🤍 i have done a fair amount of research, i promise :)

May you all find peace 🤍
 
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Random Username

Random Username

Gear Head
Sep 10, 2023
75
Good luck
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
527
I hope this works out for you without any issues and you can finally be at peace.
Good luck and safe travels ♡
 
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LonelyStarrySky

LonelyStarrySky

soon to die
Oct 27, 2023
80
I hope you find peace after all this suffering, hanging is also my preffered method, so I wish you the best of luck, may you finally be at peace <3
 
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Ksmиda

Ksmиda

Have I died too soon or lived too long?
Oct 23, 2023
187
Goodbye, hope you find peace and happiness on the other side
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,944
Peace to you
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Goodbye, i hope you escape peacefully.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,865
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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Melancholy Mittens

Melancholy Mittens

Big Top Breakdown
Apr 27, 2023
21
I hope you find peace 🤍
 
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Spectre

Spectre

I am serious about not taking things seriously
Nov 27, 2023
316
Bye. Sweet dreams.
 
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puella

puella

she/they
Oct 5, 2023
320
Please can someone tell me if she's alive? I don't know anything about this method.

I know she can be okay, there's so much I could do to help her. She told me her life was worth living, she was just exhausted. But if she's alive I know i can help. I was asleep when it happened and but i could have talked to her you could be ok im so sorry i promise i can do better i can get you therapy and antideptessants like we talked about and i just need her to message me back i called on discord she isnt ersponding but if she just says she is alive now i can help you as soon as possible ill do everything i possibly can do for you you so you wouldnt need to worry
it wasnt even gonna happen today i said goodnight i love u after we talke dabout what we would do today i dontk why today
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,716
Farewell. May you find peace 🤍
 
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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
690
Please can someone tell me if she's alive? I don't know anything about this method.

I know she can be okay, there's so much I could do to help her. She told me her life was worth living, she was just exhausted. But if she's alive I know i can help. I was asleep when it happened and but i could have talked to her you could be ok im so sorry i promise i can do better i can get you therapy and antideptessants like we talked about and i just need her to message me back i called on discord she isnt ersponding but if she just says she is alive now i can help you as soon as possible ill do everything i possibly can do for you you so you wouldnt need to worry
it wasnt even gonna happen today i said goodnight i love u after we talke dabout what we would do today i dontk why today
I'm sorry for your (potential) loss. If she did it then it makes a lot of sense to do it on a day with plans. I think the hardest part of this site is making friends whom are very likely to ctb before we are (should we decide to do so). I can only hope that you'll hear from her within a few days tops. but... PLEASE understand that this is not a joke site. I think a lot of us (myself included) have been dead for a very long time.
Whatever she has decided, I hope it brings her peace. If you need someone to talk to don't hesitate to reach out to ether me or any of your other friends.
 
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HappyForever?

Love from the deepest dream
Feb 14, 2021
325
Goodbye. See you on the other side.
 
Viranamari

Viranamari

A Future Corpse
Feb 22, 2023
300
Goodbye. I hope you find your eternal peace.
 
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warm dreams

warm dreams

Member
Nov 23, 2023
95
I hope you are in a better world than this. Rest in peace.
 

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