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mabel

mabel

eternal oblivion !!
Jan 31, 2024
7
i know im not exactly a huge member of this forum or anything, but i wanted to say my goodbyes and thank you guys ❤️

ive only posted a few times but everyone has always been super nice and helpful, and i couldn't appreciate it more. (if only my real life was the same way, right?)

now that i've fully thought things through, written my note, refined my method and set everything up how i need it, im finally going to ctb tonight.

i cannot fail from here & will finally have the eternal oblivion i crave within the next few hours 😁 (though in the meantime i may dish out a few replies & make my final posts & messages in other places aswell)

goodnight forever!
- mabel
 
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ctbcat

ctbcat

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
Jul 14, 2023
240
goodbye sweetheart. wishing you release, relief & peace. sleep well
 
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Doemu

Doemu

⸸ I am my own end ⸸
Feb 4, 2024
223
It's doesn't matter how much you write but where your heart is.

Seems you have everything pretty planned, so I just want to send you a big hug 🤗🫂.

I will follow you all, soon my mates. Hope the best.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Goodbye Mabel , i hope you exit peacefully and find peace.
 
bludgeoned

bludgeoned

Member
Feb 9, 2024
12
i hope your final moments are as peaceful as you can imagine. wishing you well ^^
 
thinvy

thinvy

Woefully Yours, Luka
Aug 7, 2023
225
Goodnight, and goodbye in advance Mabel. I hope your transition is easy, and that you rest well.

Even though you may not have been here long, that doesn't mean we care any less. It was nice enough meeting you at the bus stop here :)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,864
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best of luck in your plans.
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I hope you have a wonderful peaceful journey
 
kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
i know im not exactly a huge member of this forum or anything, but i wanted to say my goodbyes and thank you guys ❤️

ive only posted a few times but everyone has always been super nice and helpful, and i couldn't appreciate it more. (if only my real life was the same way, right?)

now that i've fully thought things through, written my note, refined my method and set everything up how i need it, im finally going to ctb tonight.

i cannot fail from here & will finally have the eternal oblivion i crave within the next few hours 😁 (though in the meantime i may dish out a few replies & make my final posts & messages in other places aswell)

goodnight forever!
- mabel
I'm going to miss you a lot. It was really nice seeing the few posts you've made ❤️ I'm sending you much love and hugs 🫂🫂 I'm so sorry it came to this. You're not alone, we're here for you 💗
 
Thanksforeverything

Thanksforeverything

A handshake of carbon monoxide
Jul 24, 2023
234
I remember you posting previously about your preferred method. I really hope you chose something more peaceful.
 
Guy Smiley

Guy Smiley

Just another lost soul
Jan 4, 2024
456
Goodbye, I wish you peace and rest. I may be joining you soon.
 
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Leavesfromthevine

Leavesfromthevine

Untreated Trauma
Nov 23, 2023
339
Best of luck no matter the outcome. Hopefully peace will find you soon enough ❤️
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,001
Hm I see you online, what does that mean?
 
Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Eternity of peace and bliss goes out to you. Goodbye.
 
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Sylveon00

Member
Feb 11, 2024
5
i know im not exactly a huge member of this forum or anything, but i wanted to say my goodbyes and thank you guys ❤️

ive only posted a few times but everyone has always been super nice and helpful, and i couldn't appreciate it more. (if only my real life was the same way, right?)

now that i've fully thought things through, written my note, refined my method and set everything up how i need it, im finally going to ctb tonight.

i cannot fail from here & will finally have the eternal oblivion i crave within the next few hours 😁 (though in the meantime i may dish out a few replies & make my final posts & messages in other places aswell)

goodnight forever!
- mabel
i'm new to SaSu, and, i just want to say, if you haven't CTb'd yet, i love you. i know i don't know you. i don't know your situation. it's probably horrifying. but, i love you. if you change your mind, im here for you, mabel.
 
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StaringIntoAnAbyss

StaringIntoAnAbyss

Is it all just a quantum dream ?
Aug 23, 2023
82
i know im not exactly a huge member of this forum or anything, but i wanted to say my goodbyes and thank you guys ❤️

ive only posted a few times but everyone has always been super nice and helpful, and i couldn't appreciate it more. (if only my real life was the same way, right?)

now that i've fully thought things through, written my note, refined my method and set everything up how i need it, im finally going to ctb tonight.

i cannot fail from here & will finally have the eternal oblivion i crave within the next few hours 😁 (though in the meantime i may dish out a few replies & make my final posts & messages in other places aswell)

goodnight forever!
- mabel
May you find peace in your decision, if you want to talk or vent my pms are open ❤️
I don't know your situation but it's a shame life has to be so shit for you❤️
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
Have a good trip. If you don't mind, what method?
 
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restless.dreams

restless.dreams

Experienced
Feb 7, 2024
230
If you see this, then I wish you a peaceful journey <3
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Farewell mabel, I wish you all the best and hope you find your peace ❤️

Seeing your other post about your method, feel free to come back if you don't go through with it or it doesn't workout. We are all here for you.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
i know im not exactly a huge member of this forum or anything, but i wanted to say my goodbyes and thank you guys ❤️

ive only posted a few times but everyone has always been super nice and helpful, and i couldn't appreciate it more. (if only my real life was the same way, right?)

now that i've fully thought things through, written my note, refined my method and set everything up how i need it, im finally going to ctb tonight.

i cannot fail from here & will finally have the eternal oblivion i crave within the next few hours 😁 (though in the meantime i may dish out a few replies & make my final posts & messages in other places aswell)

goodnight forever!
- mabel
'Sit tibi terra levis' - May the earth rest lightly on you.

I hope you find the peace you couldn't find in this life.
 
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Aura

Aura

Member
Mar 22, 2023
38
Good luck, I hope whatever awaits next is better for you ^_^
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,312
May you find peace! Farewell!
 
LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,796
now that i've fully thought things through, written my note, refined my method and set everything up how i need it, im finally going to ctb tonight.
Hello @mabel,
I can't read your suicide novel[1],
But you seem to have finished it.
Now you'll go - your days here were transit.

If your note is a bit overkill,
Your agony will be what you'll kill.
May you attain oblivion you need -
@mabel, Godspeed.

Reference:
[1] "note becoming too long (overkill?)"
 
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Finalnight

Finalnight

Cbting 07/03/24, love you all.
Aug 16, 2023
214
Hoping you're at peace now ♥♥
 

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