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faust

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lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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Wish the bus will take you away safely and peacefully :heart:
 
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MysticPerception

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I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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Good luck and I hope you find peace. Hope if you do keep people updated it helps you stay calm when you do it.
 
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Jan 10, 2020
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I hope your transition is peaceful and you find what you are looking for.
 
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xBrialesana

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Dec 17, 2019
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I'm not sure I'll post in the last days, just wanted to thank everybody who treaded this devious path beside me. Both those whom I talked with for a few seconds, those who I've kept in touch for much longer, those who aren't here anymore.

I'll book a room for my fading out .
Might use the chat or might give further update

I'm glad I finally got to make one of these, after over one year and a half.

i will ask my dad to play this song for me at my funeral if they will want to have one :)


Queen is my favorite and this song is so beautiful :heart:
 
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Wishing you a peaceful journey.
 
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AlreadyGone

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Jan 11, 2020
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Hope you found peace
 
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If you are certain you must do this, then I wish you peace. If you decide to stay then we'll be here for you.
 
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I hope you find peace ;(
 
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I hope you find peace, sending you love and light. ❤️
 
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Apr 12, 2019
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@tony.end, journey well x
 
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tony.end

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thank you all so much :heart: i really appreciate the support. I started antiemetic regime 5 hours ago.

I'm reviewing my letter for my family, which i will send as a programmed e-mail, and i keep thinking it's not good enough.
I feel this huge guilt towards my family, i've been feeling it for ages really since i made this decision, that I know won't leave me at peace until the very last moment.

sometimes i have second thoughts but it's likely just SI, i've thought about this a lot and i don't think I have any other choice.

thanks again to each one of you who has spent some of their moments to write a supportive comment for me.
 
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NeverHungry

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Jan 30, 2020
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Good luck on your journey, I wish you peace.
 
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Once again, safe travels to somewhere beautiful..... :heart:
 
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Jan 17, 2020
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Oh i have seen you in chat sometimes, we have not interacted much. Have a safe journey.
 
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TheOA

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Jan 5, 2020
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May you know peace.
 
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140 bpm

140 bpm

Glitching in reality
Jan 26, 2020
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Safe and peaceful travels brother
 
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UpandDownPrincess

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Dec 31, 2019
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May you be lifted up on wings of light, away to peace everlasting.
 
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May you have a safe & peaceful journey into relief
 
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i couldn't go through with it, i'm putting it off for a few days perhaps. sorry if i wasted your time
 
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faust

faust

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Jan 26, 2020
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i couldn't go through with it, i'm putting it off for a few days perhaps. sorry if i wasted your time
Take your time. And while you are still there, you are always welcome. :heart:
P.S. What was actually wrong, maybe it will help us a little bit?
 
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tony.end

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nothing was wrong, im struggling with another sickness and i thought i'd take the chance to go while my body is weaker but i just didn't feel ready yet.
 
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Ennuimortel

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Être ou ne pas etre
Jan 7, 2020
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Do not be sorry
I hope you are well
Good luck Tony
 
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NeverHungry

NeverHungry

To eat or not to eat...
Jan 30, 2020
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i couldn't go through with it, i'm putting it off for a few days perhaps. sorry if i wasted your time
All in your own time, my friend. Remember this is your decision. If you do not feel like you are ready, you do not have to go.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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nothing was wrong, im struggling with another sickness and i thought i'd take the chance to go while my body is weaker but i just didn't feel ready yet.
Anyway it is a lesson for us, thank you for sharing, Tony :hug:
 
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xBrialesana

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Dec 17, 2019
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You're very strong Tony and thank you so much for sharing. Whatever the future brings, best of luck in any way. We'll be around :heart: I'm glad you were in the headspace to recognize whether you were ready.
 
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UpandDownPrincess

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Dec 31, 2019
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i couldn't go through with it, i'm putting it off for a few days perhaps. sorry if i wasted your time

You are never a waste of time.

We're still here for you; take all the time you need.

:heart:
 
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mukluk0713

mukluk0713

Loves you all!
Jan 30, 2020
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Hey there, we haven't interacted but I wanted to come on and echo the sentiment, you are NEVER a waste of time and none of this has been a waste of time. I'm sure everyone here would say the same. It is wonderful for you to have the strength to realize it wasn't time for you yet and to be honest about it with yourself especially. Don't be hard on yourself. There's no pressure, take your time, and we are all here to support you in whatever you decide.

Also, sidenote, but I am a huge Queen fan and that is one of my favorite songs ever by them. Thank you for posting it, I love any excuse to listen to Freddie's beautiful voice :heart:
 
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MsPotts

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I want a dirt nap.
Jan 26, 2020
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May it be peaceful and everything you wanted. Best of luck and and all the love. <3
 
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