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meowzers3276

meowzers3276

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Mar 28, 2026
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hi all -- things have taken a down turn.. i have bought a rope and going to psh in my bathroom when my bf leaves for work around 3 AM (honolulu time) so its currently 8:30. my final motivation is related to conflict/the objective failure of my relationship, so theres a 20% chance i calm down and change my mind-- but i still do plan on ctb with psh eventually so the rope will come in handy. my bf will be kinda watching over me from now til he leaves (im at work now) so i figured i'd post my goodbye and i'll probs be back when he goes to work to say my final words / methodology. i also need to get a quick note written so my avtual time of ctb is probably 4-5 AM june 23.
 
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fadedghost

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Dec 10, 2025
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this seems like an emotional decision made after sudden unexpected distress. i hope you reconsider.
 
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judestfrancis

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Life rearranges itself to compensate for your loss
Dec 21, 2023
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If you do end up going through, i hope you find peace. If it ends up not working for whatever reason, hopefully you can talk about it with someone. SaSu is always here, but your boyfriend might also be helpful to talk to
 
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I hope that you have calmed down since you wrote this and been able to reconsider. Sending you ease.
 
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