meowzers3276
Student
- Mar 28, 2026
- 165
hi all -- things have taken a down turn.. i have bought a rope and going to psh in my bathroom when my bf leaves for work around 3 AM (honolulu time) so its currently 8:30. my final motivation is related to conflict/the objective failure of my relationship, so theres a 20% chance i calm down and change my mind-- but i still do plan on ctb with psh eventually so the rope will come in handy. my bf will be kinda watching over me from now til he leaves (im at work now) so i figured i'd post my goodbye and i'll probs be back when he goes to work to say my final words / methodology. i also need to get a quick note written so my avtual time of ctb is probably 4-5 AM june 23.