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pocket7

pocket7

Member
May 31, 2024
46
I will use SN. I've had enough of this life.

Yesterday
8.00 5mg haloperidol
15.00 5mg haloperidol
21.00 last meal and 5mg haloperidol

Today
8.00 5mg haloperidol
12.45 600mg ibuprofen
13.00 5mg haloperidol (now)
13.45 sn drink
 
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dolemitedrums

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2024
447
Well if this is it, I wish you a peaceful journey. If you decide to stay...glad to still have you around.
 
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davidtorez

davidtorez

Warlock
Mar 8, 2024
772
I will use SN. I've had enough of this life.

Yesterday
8.00 5mg haloperidol
15.00 5mg haloperidol
21.00 last meal and 5mg haloperidol

Today
8.00 5mg haloperidol
12.45 600mg ibuprofen
13.00 5mg haloperidol (now)
13.45 sn drink
Wishing you happiness and success in whatever you decide to do
 
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mikgazer6

mikgazer6

No existence, no problem
Jul 1, 2024
150
whichever outcome, hoping for the best for you
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
Good Luck.
 
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The Mute Viking

The Mute Viking

α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
Oct 10, 2018
206
See you on the other side, dear.
 
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pocket7

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May 31, 2024
46
Drunk sn. Very salty and disgusting
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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pocket7

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May 31, 2024
46
Don't feel anything yet
 
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The Mute Viking

The Mute Viking

α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
Oct 10, 2018
206
Drunk sn. Very salty and disgusting
You sweet, sweet soul.
I hope the transition is smoothe.
I am thinking about you, we all are.

Just relax, let go.
You suffered long enough.

We love you.
 
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pocket7

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May 31, 2024
46
Heart racing
 
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The Mute Viking

The Mute Viking

α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
Oct 10, 2018
206
Just deep breaths.
Maybe now is the time to put on some relaxing music/music you love before you go.

I wish deeply we all could hug you as you go.
 
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pocket7

Member
May 31, 2024
46
Just deep breaths.
Maybe now is the time to put on some relaxing music/music you love before you go.

I wish deeply we all could hug you as you go.
I'm in a hotel, don't want to make too much noise. Thanks for support
Heart still racing, nothing else is happening
Why am i not unconscious yet, idk
I'm still here. Why is it taking so long
 
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The Mute Viking

The Mute Viking

α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
Oct 10, 2018
206
It's the very least I could do.

Just do your best to continue to take deep breaths and keep yourself comfortable.

Perhaps try doing an activity to increase your heartrate.
This will cause your heart to pump blood through your circulatory system faster.

xoxo
 
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pocket7

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May 31, 2024
46
Feel light headed
Feel very uncomfortable
Head is spinning. I guess i will lose consciousness soon
 
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sisyphean-nightmare

Wizard
Dec 14, 2023
615
We're right here with you, friend.
 
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The Mute Viking

The Mute Viking

α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
Oct 10, 2018
206
We're here with you, dearest love.

Let go.

You will soon be free.

May your soul rest in eternal peace and paradise.

Just keep deep breathes and positive assurances.
 
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Esokabat

Specialist
Apr 22, 2024
390
I read your story on a different thread. Mental illness is so hard, I applaud your self-awareness about it. Your other thread says "no light at the end of the tunnel". The Light comes when we are ready. I hope you are in the Light. Safe travels.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,370
Rest in peace. 🕯️
 
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Roadrunner

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Mar 18, 2024
370
Hope your journey was peaceful.
 
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