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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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I will be attempting soon, via 14g phenobarbital + ?g morphine (still to order). My back up is SN, but I think the barb will work. I will probably book a hotel to make sure I have plenty of time before being found. I feel sad but relieved, my ptsd and current situation makes me literally bang my head against a wall and cry every day. looking forward to relief. I appreciate this forum alot, loving you all xx
I will try and make a goodbye post on the day, and report until I lose consciousness
also forgot to say I will be taking meto just as in SN protocol for the phenobarb, for those that might be also using this method
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace from suffering.
 
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Apr 5, 2025
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I will be attempting soon, via 14g phenobarbital + ?g morphine (still to order). My back up is SN, but I think the barb will work. I will probably book a hotel to make sure I have plenty of time before being found. I feel sad but relieved, my ptsd and current situation makes me literally bang my head against a wall and cry every day. looking forward to relief. I appreciate this forum alot, loving you all xx
I will try and make a goodbye post on the day, and report until I lose consciousness
also forgot to say I will be taking meto just as in SN protocol for the phenobarb, for those that might be also using this method
I truly hope you find peace.

should the awful situation occur and the pheno not work, please let me/us know. It is a method I may be interested in.

- best of luck
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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I truly hope you find peace.

should the awful situation occur and the pheno not work, please let me/us know. It is a method I may be interested in.

- best of luck

thank you, I will - should be successful as from the research Ive done on this site and reading case studies, the only reason you would survive is being found early, or the pheno being fake, which mine is not
 
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darksouls

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good luck, I hope you find the relief you are looking for ❤️‍🩹
 

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