Goodbye - SN

[ForestGhost]

Today is my day to cross over into the void or whatever else comes next. I have had everything ready for a while but had to tend to some final things. I have closure now so I'm ready to leave.

25 grams of SN
7 mg Xanax
30 mg meto
600 mg ibuprofen
1 dragon plushie

I have some provisions for comfort but I don't mind a bit of a struggle with death. I'm dealing with a poison that's going to end my life. In the words of Madam Pomfrey, "What did you expect, pumpkin juice?".

One last thanks to all the fantastic members of this community. I can say without hesitation this is the best internet community I've been a part of, which says a lot coming from someone as terminally online as I am. To every person I've ever interacted with here -- thank you, it was a pleasure.

That's all for now. I just checked into the hotel room. I'm not sure how much attention I will give to this thread so apologizes if I don't respond to replies.

Whatever happens, I will almost certainly not be returning, so mods feel free to ban me after 24 hours. If I don't provide any explicit updates on my status, feel free to imagine me as Schrödinger's cat, in an unknown superposition between life and death, if you would prefer.

 

[zekeyaeger]

Wish you peace, and freedom from pain

 

[Kalista]

leave well

 

[altkey]

Today is my day to cross over into the void or whatever else comes next. I have had everything ready for a while but had to tend to some final things. I have closure now so I'm ready to leave.

25 grams of SN
7 mg Xanax
30 mg meto
600 mg ibuprofen
1 dragon plushie

I have some provisions for comfort but I don't mind a bit of a struggle with death. I'm dealing with a poison that's going to end my life. In the words of Madam Pomfrey, "What did you expect, pumpkin juice?".

One last thanks to all the fantastic members of this community. I can say without hesitation this is the best internet community I've been a part of, which says a lot coming from someone as terminally online as I am. To every person I've ever interacted with here -- thank you, it was a pleasure.

That's all for now. I just checked into the hotel room. I'm not sure how much attention I will give to this thread so apologizes if I don't respond to replies.

Whatever happens, I will almost certainly not be returning, so mods feel free to ban me after 24 hours. If I don't provide any explicit updates on my status, feel free to imagine me as Schrödinger's cat, in an unknown superposition between life and death, if you would prefer.

Never got to know you but I saw you around, hope that everything goes well for you, good night

 

[TheHolySword]

I always liked seeing you around. Thank you for sharing your time with us. I hope that it is peaceful and you are able to find your freedom. Godspeed

 

[Forveleth]

Safe travels on your journey! I hope you find the peace you are looking for!

 

[yaa]

I genuinely hope you're finally at peace like you should've always been sweetheart

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

Goodbye my friend, I hope you find peace <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[SA1994EC]

I wish your transition would be peaceful and your soul and spirit would be healed at last. Godspeed.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for all having gone well with you, I hope you now rest in peace and tranquillity.

 

[residualf00l]

I hope you find peace,,

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope you find peace!

 

[DontTouchMeImFamous]

I love this community but it's painful to keep seeing members going away not gonna lie. It feels lonely and jealous at the same time.

 

[maniac116]

 

[ForestGhost]

Well, the attempt failed due to SI. I spent the last few months in inpatient/outpatient treatment.

Not sure what to think about life at the moment, other than that I'm here.

 

[rs929]

You managed to drink it or called an ambulance afterwards?
I'm really sorry that you failed if it's what you wanted. But I feel kind of happy that you're still with us

 

[happier than ever]

Well, the attempt failed due to SI. I spent the last few months in inpatient/outpatient treatment.

Not sure what to think about life at the moment, other than that I'm here.

could you describe what exactly happened?

 

[Next]

Goodbye I whish you a save trip.

 

[grapevoid]

Well, the attempt failed due to SI. I spent the last few months in inpatient/outpatient treatment.

Not sure what to think about life at the moment, other than that I'm here.

Welcome back

 

[SVEN]

Well, the attempt failed due to SI. I spent the last few months in inpatient/outpatient treatment.

Not sure what to think about life at the moment, other than that I'm here.

And always welcome you are too. Be kind to yourself.

 

[HopingOnaMiracle]

Well, the attempt failed due to SI. I spent the last few months in inpatient/outpatient treatment.

Not sure what to think about life at the moment, other than that I'm here.

What happened? Did you not drink

 

[plan c]

I wish the best for u on this side or the other, mate. It seems that u are probably not quite ready for either way, and it's not a sin. do take ur time to think and decide.

What happened? Did you not drink

They care too much about u. It's okay if u decide not to answer to this if it triggers u. No need to feel sorry miracle hoper. I relate deeply to what u feel.

we welcome u back with warm greetings. I'm all ears if u need to vent