Goodbye, it was a pleasure.

[JRE75]

Finally, today is my day. After dealing with almost a year of depression and grief, I decided to CTB. I am a 48 year old man, I think in my life I did a lot of things, I was a child, a teenager, a student, I had my company, I did a lot of sports and I had a relatively healthy life, I had a son (27 years old today). My frustration was my relationship with my parents and my semi autism in social relationships. Luckily I met the love of my life, although it lasted a short time (2 years) it was nice, but I also suffered a lot, I guess because of my emotional or social immaturity. I also made people who loved me suffer. At the end of the road, I realize that it was enough, I can't take it anymore, the therapies and psychiatric medication had no result in me. The plan for today is to go to the hills near my house, where I used to practice mountain biking, look for a nice and comfortable place and take the following regimen:

1 hour before drinking SN 600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol.
45 minutes before drinking SN 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide.
30 minutes before drinking SN Double dose of antacid and 2 mg of Clonazepam.
SN drink. I carry three glasses with 25 g each.

Thank you very much to this community, although I did not participate much, I learned and empathized with many stories and experiences.

 

[UKscotty]

Rest in peace.

 

[dinosavr]

I'm really sorry for you :( I hope you'll be able to find peace that you deserve so much!

 

[DefinitelyReady]

Finally, today is my day. After dealing with almost a year of depression and grief, I decided to CTB. I am a 48 year old man, I think in my life I did a lot of things, I was a child, a teenager, a student, I had my company, I did a lot of sports and I had a relatively healthy life, I had a son (27 years old today). My frustration was my relationship with my parents and my semi autism in social relationships. Luckily I met the love of my life, although it lasted a short time (2 years) it was nice, but I also suffered a lot, I guess because of my emotional or social immaturity. I also made people who loved me suffer. At the end of the road, I realize that it was enough, I can't take it anymore, the therapies and psychiatric medication had no result in me. The plan for today is to go to the hills near my house, where I used to practice mountain biking, look for a nice and comfortable place and take the following regimen:

1 hour before drinking SN 600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol.
45 minutes before drinking SN 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide.
30 minutes before drinking SN Double dose of antacid and 2 mg of Clonazepam.
SN drink. I carry three glasses with 25 g each.

Thank you very much to this community, although I did not participate much, I learned and empathized with many stories and experiences.
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No offense, but please don't do it on your son's birthday. It's already the worst thing to lose a parent, but now he'll forever lose bdays as it was the his father ctb'd...

Edit:: He said he misspoke, his son's bday was in March.

 

[sugarh1gh]

Good luck with your journey, and I wish you a peaceful and pleasant one.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[JRE75]

No offense, but please don't do it on your son's birthday. It's already the worst thing to lose a parent, but now he'll forever lose bdays as it was the his father ctb'd...

Sorry, I misspelled, he is 27 years old, his birthday was in March. Thank you for your words.

 

[divinemistress36]

Peace on your journey <3

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point.
Safe travels and good luck!
I hope you find peace!

 

[nightlygem]

Your preparation for this moment really pulls at my heart. I wish you the best. When my father committed suicide, he was 49; around your age. I can only image the struggle you've gone through that's led to this moment.
Whether you fly amongst them, or whether you are kept on this earth, I hope things turn out for the better.

 

[Tesha]

Take comfort in your last views from the hill. Travel safe

 

[cosmic_traveler]

We wish you peace.
Be well on your journey.
May the light you shined never fade.

 

[rozeske]

I wish you a peaceful journey. I hope you find the peace you search for

 

[iloverachel]

Good bye friend

 

[bramblebamblebambe]

Hope your last moments are peaceful, take care

 

[floating_cloud]

Rest in peace and goodbye friend

 

[lost_ange2211]

Good luck and may you find your peace.

 

[Kurai]

Wishing you good luck and peace

 

[Mi Mi]

Finally, today is my day. After dealing with almost a year of depression and grief, I decided to CTB. I am a 48 year old man, I think in my life I did a lot of things, I was a child, a teenager, a student, I had my company, I did a lot of sports and I had a relatively healthy life, I had a son (27 years old today). My frustration was my relationship with my parents and my semi autism in social relationships. Luckily I met the love of my life, although it lasted a short time (2 years) it was nice, but I also suffered a lot, I guess because of my emotional or social immaturity. I also made people who loved me suffer. At the end of the road, I realize that it was enough, I can't take it anymore, the therapies and psychiatric medication had no result in me. The plan for today is to go to the hills near my house, where I used to practice mountain biking, look for a nice and comfortable place and take the following regimen:

1 hour before drinking SN 600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol.
45 minutes before drinking SN 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide.
30 minutes before drinking SN Double dose of antacid and 2 mg of Clonazepam.
SN drink. I carry three glasses with 25 g each.

Thank you very much to this community, although I did not participate much, I learned and empathized with many stories and experiences.
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May it be quick and painless
May you feel love and light
Rest now

 

[Circles]

Thank you for sharing your story. May you find the peace you couldn't find in life. May the other side accept you for all your faults.

 

[caushin11]

ciao

 

[Linda]

I hope all goes well for you.

 

[no_tomorrow]

The world should be ashamed of how it treated you. Your soul is in my prayers

 

[locked*n*loaded]

May the peace you have sought be yours. Good luck fellow traveler.

 

[dospi1]

Godspeed brother, may your journey reah greater heights

 

[albstr1403]

I hope you moved on to a better place bro

 

[Kalista]

exit well

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

Finally, today is my day. After dealing with almost a year of depression and grief, I decided to CTB. I am a 48 year old man, I think in my life I did a lot of things, I was a child, a teenager, a student, I had my company, I did a lot of sports and I had a relatively healthy life, I had a son (27 years old today). My frustration was my relationship with my parents and my semi autism in social relationships. Luckily I met the love of my life, although it lasted a short time (2 years) it was nice, but I also suffered a lot, I guess because of my emotional or social immaturity. I also made people who loved me suffer. At the end of the road, I realize that it was enough, I can't take it anymore, the therapies and psychiatric medication had no result in me. The plan for today is to go to the hills near my house, where I used to practice mountain biking, look for a nice and comfortable place and take the following regimen:

1 hour before drinking SN 600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol.
45 minutes before drinking SN 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide.
30 minutes before drinking SN Double dose of antacid and 2 mg of Clonazepam.
SN drink. I carry three glasses with 25 g each.

Thank you very much to this community, although I did not participate much, I learned and empathized with many stories and experiences.
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Are you still with us?

 

[Unknown21]

Rest in the embrace of nothingness.

 

[Yeet_Me_Away]

Goodbye brother. Hoping you found the peace you sought for