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jussrav

jussrav

Experienced
Sep 9, 2023
237
I have booked my train ticket to beachy head. There is no way out of my situation I've lost hope. Thanks to everyone on this group. I hope you all find peace because I didnt.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,522
Godspeed.
 
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Amelie

Amelie

Member
Aug 12, 2023
97
I'm so sorry for all you've been through. I was just looking back over your posts, all you've been through with the MH staff not giving a fuck and 'watching you die' etc. I've been there too. If you want someone to vent to then message me.
Don't be offended but I'm wondering if you do want someone to help you, as putting your intentions plus the location will no doubt trigger people coming to look for you? So I'm wondering if it's help, someone to talk to you need rather than doing something impulsive. We are all here for you xx
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,803
Best wishes on your journey, however it ends. Though alone, you aren't entirely on your own as we hold you in our thoughts. Be gentle with yourself.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,247
I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. I hope you find peace, safe travels and good luck! (PM is still open if you wanna talk)
 
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Scribbilamarks

"Life is a gift" Well can I return it?
Sep 12, 2023
12
Im so sorry for everything you've been through. I wish you luck in fining peace.
 
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jussrav

jussrav

Experienced
Sep 9, 2023
237
I'm so sorry for all you've been through. I was just looking back over your posts, all you've been through with the MH staff not giving a fuck and 'watching you die' etc. I've been there too. If you want someone to vent to then message me.
Don't be offended but I'm wondering if you do want someone to help you, as putting your intentions plus the location will no doubt trigger people coming to look for you? So I'm wondering if it's help, someone to talk to you need rather than doing something impulsive. We are all here for you xx

I'm so sorry for all you've been through. I was just looking back over your posts, all you've been through with the MH staff not giving a fuck and 'watching you die' etc. I've been there too. If you want someone to vent to then message me.
Don't be offended but I'm wondering if you do want someone to help you, as putting your intentions plus the location will no doubt trigger people coming to look for you? So I'm wondering if it's help, someone to talk to you need rather than doing something impulsive. We are all here for you xx
I've messaged u
 
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MatthieuFrederickW

MatthieuFrederickW

Specialist
Feb 6, 2023
301
I have booked my train ticket to beachy head. There is no way out of my situation I've lost hope. Thanks to everyone on this group. I hope you all find peace because I didnt.
Wish I had the courage to be able to jump straight off Beachy Head. If only there's a way to make it easier. Wish you all the best for your ctb.
 
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Tulip<3

Student
Aug 16, 2023
111
I'm so sorry you are in this position. Whatever decision you make we are here for you, it's okay if it doesn't work out or you decide it's not the right time.

Wishing you peace and again, I'm sorry. If you want to get anything off your chest you are welcome to pm me
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,191
Best wishes, hopefully it won't be too agonizing and you'll find the peace you deserve. Sleep well. 🫂
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
750
I wish you a peaceful and swift journey. May you find peace in whatever lays ahead.
 
Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
669
Good luck @jussrav !

I read your previous posts. I'm sorry you had to endure so much, I hope you find peace.
 
donxtwait

donxtwait

why are you wearing that stupid man suit?
Nov 9, 2022
150
goodbye and i hope you have nothing but peace. i'm sorry for the road that brought you here. <3
 
XdragonsoulX

XdragonsoulX

Vengeance Incarnate
Apr 13, 2022
166
Safe travels to the other side, I hope you find eternal peace
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,301
Farewell, I wish you the best of luck with your plans and I hope you find freedom from all the suffering.
 

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