antithesis
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- Sep 9, 2025
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I have been planning to ctb this way for 2-3 weeks now, after many years of depression, past attempts, cries for help, spending my energy on alternatives just to stop "surviving life" or crawling in circles.
I have realized after trying many, many other solutions, that the burden of my traumas is too heavy. That I will never be free from it all. That living will always be extremely tiring, unsatisfying, and painful.
I did my best, but I really want to let go of everything and be free from it all, and I hope everyone can respect this decision as much as possible.
My closed ones will get access to all my passwords and accounts after my death, so do not be bothered by the "Last seen" on my profile.
You will know I'm gone if I don't reply in the next 24h.
Resources:
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How good do your reasons need to be?
Imposter syndrome connoisseur here. How many reasons does one need? I always feel like it's not enough. What are your reasons? Are they ever enough to justify ctb? Or do you focus on your feelings? My list is this, but it never feels enough. I just feel apathetic. Abusive childhood...
sanctioned-suicide.net
I have been planning to ctb this way for 2-3 weeks now, after many years of depression, past attempts, cries for help, spending my energy on alternatives just to stop "surviving life" or crawling in circles.
I have realized after trying many, many other solutions, that the burden of my traumas is too heavy. That I will never be free from it all. That living will always be extremely tiring, unsatisfying, and painful.
I did my best, but I really want to let go of everything and be free from it all, and I hope everyone can respect this decision as much as possible.
Please do not ask me sources or tips. If you feel miserable and see no way out, you will find your ways, I promise, through ctb or through recovery.
My closed ones will get access to all my passwords and accounts after my death, so do not be bothered by the "Last seen" on my profile.
You will know I'm gone if I don't reply in the next 24h.
Resources:
SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)
Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...
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