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aroutinemalaise

aroutinemalaise

Member
May 24, 2020
20
in a spur of the moment, I've decided tonight is the night I'm ctb. I've prepped 2 SN solutions, and will be taking the first one abt 45 mins from now.
thank you for all the support I've received, even tho I haven't been here long.

have any questions before I ctb? ask away, I'm an open book :))
also, if I don't respond in 2 days, go ahead and delete my acc
 
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FadingAway

Member
Jun 22, 2020
67
Let us know how you feel after taking the SN. Good luck on your journey. I hope to join you soon
 
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clocktower

clocktower

anxious
Jun 25, 2020
63
see you in a better place, friend. hope your journey is smooth and calm.
 
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aroutinemalaise

aroutinemalaise

Member
May 24, 2020
20
see you in a better place, friend. hope your journey is smooth and calm.
I just watched the sun set, which is all I could ask for. it was beautiful
 
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Brackenshire

Arcanist
Feb 23, 2020
467
Your not alone
Still here aroutinemalaise ?
 
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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
503
You are not alone. We are here to listen.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
But wait.. you just got out of the hospital?
You're working on a plan and have an assessment in 2 weeks! Can you let them try to help first ?
this is impulsive. Ctb shouldn't be impulsive
 
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cursum.perficio

Member
Nov 26, 2019
75
You are the author of your own fate. Good luck.
 
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FriendofDeath

FriendofDeath

Elementalist
May 22, 2020
833
I hope, wherever you are, that you have found peace. Love and light sent your way!
 
woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
Fair winds if you leave, and we are always here to listen if you change your mind. :hug:
 
theboiwhostilllived

theboiwhostilllived

“The boy who still lived”
Dec 11, 2018
62
Good luck! Do you use antiemetics?
 
Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
I hope you find peace. Gentle journey to you.
 
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MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
Can anyone update? I hope you had a smooth transition, RIP
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
Assume ctb?? Don't know really
 
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SeekingSerenity

Just another lost soul looking for answers
May 20, 2020
139
Good luck,

I hope you find what your looking for, and I hope it comes quick and painless
 
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Deleted member 19276

Wizard
Jun 28, 2020
679
Hope you find the answers to everything out there, a peaceful journey ahead!
I kind of wanted to ask a couple of things, but I suppose I ran out of time. :aw:
 

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