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readytofly95

New Member
Jul 12, 2023
2
I am going to CTB today. I failed my whole family and destroyed all I had with my own hands. Everyone is better off without my existence and my departure will bring relief to many. I have my SN and tonight I'll be drinking it. I will also take sedatives to knock me out.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,245
Have a pleasant journey! I hope you find peace! Farewell!
 
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XdragonsoulX

XdragonsoulX

Vengeance Incarnate
Apr 13, 2022
166
Safe travels to the other side
 
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yellowroses

yellowroses

Ever Seeking
Jun 12, 2023
91
Wishing you peace and an easy transition friend ❤️
 
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Minsu

Mage
Jan 17, 2023
554
Hope you find peace. I'll probably ctb in the future too so we see each other on the other side. I'm sending you warm hugs 🤗
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,117
I'm sorry you feel like CTB is your only option. Do you wanna talk more about what brought you here before you do anything?
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I hope your able to find peace, I'll join you soon
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,803
Sleep well, sleep easy, sleep deeply.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
225
Safe travels. I'm close behind
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
wishing you peaceful travels <3
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,252
I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, farewell.
 
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readytofly95

New Member
Jul 12, 2023
2
So I took the required dosage of SN and threw up. No strength for a second dose. I sincerely hope it works. This sucks
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,804
Praying for you through whatever happens. :)
 
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stage4johnny

Member
Jun 22, 2023
65
Hope you find peace. I'll probably ctb in the future too so we see each other on the other side. I'm sending you warm hugs 🤗
But there is no " other side." We just stop.
 
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Murt

Member
Apr 29, 2023
29
Hope you find peace. If it doesn't work and you need to talk through stuff I'd love to. I've messed up my family so bad and I've felt how you are before… and maybe will again.
 
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stilldreaming

Student
Aug 30, 2021
103
I'm sorry you're in so much pain. If you're still around, we'd love to hear from you. I hope wherever you are, you're at peace x
 

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