Venting Going through with it

[Lra888]

I think all of the overthinking, researching method & process, second guessing causes overwhelming anxiety. Research is good but it's getting to the point where i'm Compulsively researching methods etc causing racing thoughts what ifs in my head and this stops me from acting like I should.

 

[Hanger]

This could be a big problem. But with complicated methods research is necessary

 

[itsallover]

What method have you come to finally? I know research gets exhausting and you feel like you're going in circles.

 

[throwaway123]

you're overthinking it

 

[Lra888]

What method have you come to finally? I know research gets exhausting and you feel like you're going in circles.

Partial suspension. Seems easiest and relatively quick. Would probably prefer od but that gets complicated acquiring the chemicals / pills esp risky getting stuff sent in the mail. I can get opiates but from what i've read it's far from certain that it would work.

I read so many posts about the negatives of partial suspension, what can go wrong etc I just feel stuck at this point.

 

[Hanger]

Don´t be afraid, be careful and youwill die by hanging

 

[Lra888]

Don´t be afraid, be careful and youwill die by hanging

Yeah I just wish things were easier / guaranteed. I wish assisted suicide was legal so I wouldn't be going through all of this.

 

[Shay]

Yeah I just wish things were easier / guaranteed. I wish assisted suicide was legal so I wouldn't be going through all of this.

I agree with you. I read how people can't go through with it. Seems the one method people post about a lot who have tried and survival instincts take over.