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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
748
Seriously, I tried. All I want is some peace. This is it, we can't buy it anymore.
I hate that it has to come back to hanging but here it is.
Still - any kind of poison had always been appealing to me. but unfortunately I don't have the money to buy N.
That sucks.
:c
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
I feel glad I managed to get mine before it became restricted. Keeping my eyes and ears open though just in case some comes up for Europeans though. Sorry you've had to revert back to hanging, if I hear anything I'll let you know ā¤ļø
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
748
I feel glad I managed to get mine before it became restricted. Keeping my eyes and ears open though just in case some comes up for Europeans though. Sorry you've had to revert back to hanging, if I hear anything I'll let you know ā¤
Thank you. Just bought a rope so we'll see how it goes..
 
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throwaway678-

Member
May 10, 2020
9
I'm in the same situation. All I wanted was a peaceful way out. :aw::angry:
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
748
This is horrible . It seems they practically banned SN in Europe. I'm in the U.S.. but if they banned it there i think they will eventually here too. it's only a matter of time. I need to stock up for my on ctb. There are other painless methods still available maybe like carbon monoxide though over there right ?
Scared of failure with CO.
 
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atlanticdestruction

Member
Feb 13, 2020
8
What's going on? I'm out of the loop. Did something happen about Sodium Nitrite? Is it banned in Europe now?
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,295
Scared of failure with CO.
Right with SN even if you survived an attempt there was no brain damage. i don't think any other method had this advantage . If you get "saved" before dying with carbon monoxide there could be brain damage .And also for the exit bag and most other methods there is a chance of brain damage . But only with SN i 've never heard of brain damage.
 
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Sail_to_Infinity

Member
Feb 24, 2020
48
Seriously, I tried. All I want is some peace. This is it, we can't buy it anymore.
I hate that it has to come back to hanging but here it is.
Still - any kind of poison had always been appealing to me. but unfortunately I don't have the money to buy N.
That sucks.
:c
It is easy to obtain in Poland for example.
 
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LifeAfterDeath00

Member
Oct 11, 2019
75
Seriously, I tried. All I want is some peace. This is it, we can't buy it anymore.
I hate that it has to come back to hanging but here it is.
Still - any kind of poison had always been appealing to me. but unfortunately I don't have the money to buy N.
That sucks.
:c
What do you mean giving up in SN?
Explain so I can be of some help.
 
Notwinnernotawin

Notwinnernotawin

Specialist
Apr 4, 2020
341
Seriously, I tried. All I want is some peace. This is it, we can't buy it anymore.
I hate that it has to come back to hanging but here it is.
Still - any kind of poison had always been appealing to me. but unfortunately I don't have the money to buy N.
That sucks.
:c
I know it's a stupid question. But if you bought it from someone from like, South America. Would the authorities confiscate it?
 
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ecolerumble

New Member
Jan 29, 2020
3
Je suis franƧais, mon compte n'a juste pas suffisamment de messages pour pouvoir te mp, ou est-ce que je pourrais te contacter ?
 
xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
578
I'm so sorry you're struggling :mmm: I may not be the most resourceful but I give a shit and feel bad you're struggling. I wish you the best of luck.

Ps i wanted to comment like last week to tell you that max headroom used to scare he hell out of me lol
 
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GoneGoneGone

Enlightened
Apr 1, 2020
1,141
Who says it became restricted?? I bought it in April from the well-known seller and yes it took 3 weeks to arrive but who says it is restricted? All the restrictions and slow mail came because of Corona. Am I missing something?
 
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watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
748
I'm so sorry you're struggling :mmm: I may not be the most resourceful but I give a shit and feel bad you're struggling. I wish you the best of luck.

Ps i wanted to comment like last week to tell you that max headroom used to scare he hell out of me lol

How long ago did you order it? And what has the vendor said when you've asked what happened?
I ordered a month ago. Sent him two messages in english, one in polish, no answer. left a negative review that got removed
 
Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704


I ordered a month ago. Sent him two messages in english, one in polish, no answer. left a negative review that got removed


It could still be on the way. The pandemic has slowed a lot of things down. Did you order it through an "auction" site? There's a dispute resolution process you can initiate.
 
watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
748
It could still be on the way. The pandemic has slowed a lot of things down. Did you order it through an "auction" site? There's a dispute resolution process you can initiate.
Yes, the 'auction' site. Whats that?
 
NoSuprises

NoSuprises

Member
Dec 17, 2019
44
I ordered from a Polish seller on a well-known auction site recently, it took a while but it did come. However, I I think I may have bought Sodium Nitrate instead of Nitrite. The label says nitrite/nitrate on it.
 
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GoneGoneGone

Enlightened
Apr 1, 2020
1,141
Check all the news about SN and you will not find one about ctb or restrictions because of it. It's basically unknown.
 
watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
748
I ordered from a Polish seller on a well-known auction site recently, it took a while but it did come. However, I I think I may have bought Sodium Nitrate instead of Nitrite. The label says nitrite/nitrate on it.
i think you bought nitrite salt.
 

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