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Quzevi

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Nov 19, 2025
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Here's what happened.

My weight is 85kg and I drank 3.4 units of alcohol with 10ml GHB. I was feeling a bit fuzzy for 30 minutes then I went unconscious. Woke up in hospital about 6 hours later with no injuries or pain, although I was a bit confused for a few mins. The doctor told me I had respiratory arrest.

I suspect the dose was too low because I would not have woken up after 6 hours if the dose was significantly higher.

Will soon attempt again with 6.8 units of alcohol and 80ml GHB and make sure to go to a location where no will find me. Feeling confident that I will definitely succeed this time.

 
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Nolongerlive

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Feb 28, 2026
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what about 1 4 butanediol? are they the same ?
 
ButterflySucideBaby

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Dec 30, 2025
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How did you end up in the hospital, if you don't mind sharing?
 
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Quzevi

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Nov 19, 2025
9
How did you end up in the hospital, if you don't mind sharing?
I was found by my sibling.

Tried it at night in my house. I did a low dose on purpose to test it. They found me snoring or gasping for air.

Was a huge risk but it was worth it.
 
ButterflySucideBaby

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oh, you were experiencing agonal respiration. thanks for sharing
 
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Quzevi

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Nov 19, 2025
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oh, you were experiencing agonal respiration. thanks for sharing
I've attempted before with sodium nitrite and this method is far better than having tachycardia, nausea and being conscious knowing you will die.
 
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