Venting general vent

[SplitInfrastructure]

Im just so tired and I have so many things that I dont know how to solve and its bugging me too much, I wanna off myself again lately despite taking my meds regularly and getting a job which ill start soon
Just being around is exhausting and I wish I could stop existing with a snap of my fingers, I wish I could cut my arms and just watch the blood slowly flow

Heres a vent doodle I did long time ago, its silly how shit never really changes

 

[Mirrory Me]

Ironic. I hate those eyes. I believe that there is a cosmic entity, a "demon" that watches our consciousness and tries to impersonate as us. Therefore, "it has no name." It can also control and shape consciousness.