Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem.
It'll always be the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer in this terrible, torturous and cruel existence ever again, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from all pain and suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just hope for no more suffering, I just want peace from what I'll always see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should just never be imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this dreadful suffering as a result, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me. As long as I exist I'll only hope to be free from the terrible, torturous imposistion of existence, I just hope to erase this existence, all that imposing this existence ever does is just cause all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, imposing this existence will always be something so dreadful to me, to exist really does mean to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering.
It truly is only suffering to me and to exist truly does mean to suffer, all I want is peace from this existence of torturous suffering, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from.

All I want is to be gone, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing the peace of non-existence as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is just all that can bring me any peace from the cruelty and suffering of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence, I just hope to be free from all pain and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this painful, deeply undesirable existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence.
I really am just always so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and in this existence so cruel and dreadful only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.

I just hope to never suffer ever again, I'll just always see it as the most terrible, torturous burden to suffer in this existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to be at peace from this cruel, futile existence is just all I could ever see as positive no matter what.