Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the suffering and torture of existing.
No matter what I really would never wish for the suffering and torture of this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake ever again and I'll just always see existence as the problem, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, I truly will always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, in this existence so terrible and dreadful non-existence is all I could ever see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, painful existence that just harms and tortures existing beings and all I want is peace from it all, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so cruel, dreadful and terrible I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from the pain, suffering and torture of existing, the fact that this existence was imposed is just always so terrible to me, I just wish to erase this existence that cause all this futile unnecessary suffering.

 

[RiftbornVeil]

May you one day find peace, through whatever choice you make. Wishing you the very best, and sending virtual hugs

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm that just tortures existing beings and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish to be free from the torturous, futile abomination of existence that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to erase this cruel existence and I'll always see existence as the problem, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so dreadful and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always a terrible mistake to me.
It truly is the most terrible mistake to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as just being suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always the most dreadful abomination to me, I just wish and hope for peace, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I could see as desirable and positive.
It truly is all that's desirable and positive for me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, torturous and painful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I just want to erase this existence, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that only ever harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want to erase this existence that just tortures those who are burdened with it, I want it to be like I never had to suffer at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this dreadful existence.
I truly would never wish for this dreadful existence of torturous suffering rather all I hope for is to be gone, I just hope for non-existence where this dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable existence is all gone and forgotten.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence, for me existence is just always the problem, there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this dreadful existence I just always saw as the most cruel, harmful mistake, this existence never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this torture and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, evil existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence, there really is so much evil in existing.

All that existence ever does is just cause pain, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and all I want is peace from it all, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence that only ever causes suffering, I truly do suffer so much as a result of this evil existence, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, for me every second is torturous to be conscious in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never exist again.
I truly do always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to never exist again so finally I can be at peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I'll just always and only hope for non-existence and in this existence so torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer ever again, I see so much cruelty in how we exist in this horrific anti-suicide world where dying painlessly is seen as a crime with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong, it's just all so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so painful to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so painful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake to be all erased for me.

I just wish this existence was never imposed, I'll always find it so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this futile suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and for me existence is just always the problem, it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I'd just never wish for the pain of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see this torturous existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and to me existing will always be only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it truly is just so cruel and dreadful, I really would never wish for this torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

This torturous existence will always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always be only suffering to me with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather I just want some peace, I just wish for permanent peace from all suffering.

To suffer in this existence will just always be so torturous to me, I just want to never suffer again but of course more than anything I wish I never suffered at all, to be burdened with this torturous, cruel existence really is an abomination to me that just causes harm and suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could ever wish for.
It truly is all I could wish for in this dreadful existence of cruelty and suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

It's just all so dreadful and all I want is some peace from it all, I just want to never suffer again and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, I just want to erase this painful, cruel existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, non-existence really is just all I could hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this harmful existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this harmful existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, to me existence is just always the problem and it's one that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I just want to be gone, I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being terrible, dreadful suffering, nothing would make me wish for this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me non-existence is just all that's ideal.
It truly is all that's ideal for me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again in this dreadful, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see this dreadful existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me any peace from, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to exist really will always be an an abomination to me.