Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile to me.
It truly is so futile to me torturing existing beings and causing all this dreadful unnecessary suffering and torture all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just hope to be gone.

No matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of torturous suffering I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty, suffering and torture in existing, existing to me is just waiting to die, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, I'll always see it as a mistake to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is some peace, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and futile that I just always saw as a mistake.

Non-existence for me is just all that's positive and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace from this torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, I really am always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever harms existing beings.
It truly does only ever harm and torture existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just wish to be permanently free from this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes endless amounts of torture, suffering and harm, existence is just always an abomination to me, I'll always see existence as the most terrible dreadful mistake that just causes all this terrible suffering and harm, to me the existence of life is just always the most dreadful, devastating tragedy, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so terrible and dreadful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so terrible to exist and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this torturous deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to erase this existence.

I just want all to be forgotten for me, in this existence of suffering all for the sake of it non-existence is just all I could see as positive and desirable, I'd just never wish for this terrible, dreadful existence of futile unnecessary suffering that just causes harm torturing existing beings, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and I just find it so terrible how this existence was imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous and cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to escape from the suffering, torture and evil of existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and the suffering, cruelty and pain of existing really is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me that just causes all this terrible harm cruelty and suffering, I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy that only ever harms and tortures existing beings.

I'll always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just tortures those who suffer in this existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that just harms existing beings, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's such a terrible tragedy how this existence just causes all this pain, torture and cruelty.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so terrible how this existence was imposed.
It truly is so terrible to me how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never exist again, to suffer in this existence is always so terrible to me, all I want is to be permanently free from it all, I just wish for no more suffering and the suffering of this torturous is endless, all that existence does is just cause suffering and harm, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, to me the existence of life truly is the most devastating terrible tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just painlessly cease existing.
I truly do always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to peacefully cease existing to finally escape from the dreadful, torturous and cruel abomination of existence, to exist truly is always so terrible and dreadful to me.

I'd just never wish for any of the suffering this existence causes, the fact that painless death is denied for me is such a terrible unacceptable crime that just causes way more torture and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.
I truly will just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing.

In this existence so dreadful and torturous that just causes all this harm non-existence is just all I'll ever see as desirable, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to be burdened with this existence that just tortures existing beings, all I want is some peace but more than anything I always wish I never had to suffer at all, the fact that this existence was imposed is the most horrific tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always so torturous to me.
I truly will always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence no matter what and in this existence so torturous, terrible and dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, for me every second is torture to be conscious and I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I just want to erase this existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence that just causes all this terrible, dreadful pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this existence of dreadful suffering.
I truly would never wish for this existence of dreadful suffering and I'll always see existence as the most cruel terrible mistake, all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for this dreadful, painful existence that I never would had chosen to be all gone and forgotten.

For me existence is just always the problem and it's one that just causes all this dreadful suffering, to suffer in this torturous existence will always be an abomination to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just the most dreadful, harmful mistake to me.
It truly is the most dreadful, harmful mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this futile unnecessary suffering, all I want is to not exist, I just want to erase this torturous, futile existence that just causes harm and suffering.

In this existence so dreadful only non-existence is positive for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence that only ever causes harm torturing existing beings, all I could ever hope for is peace from the terrible mistake of existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace in non-existence.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence where this dreadful, terrible existence of unnecessary suffering is finally all gone and forgotten and I'd just never wish to suffer in this harmful, painful existence that just tortures existing beings.

All I want is to erase this existence, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as such a cruel terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just the most dreadful, torturous burden.
It truly is the most dreadful, torturous burden that just causes harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I'll always find it so torturous to be burdened with this existence, more than anything I wish this existence was never imposed, it's just so terrible to me how humans cause all this suffering by so tragically imposing this existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from the terrible mistake of existence.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes harm and suffering.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this dreadful, painful existence as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all, in this existence so torturous only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just causes harm and so much suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace and relief for me.
It truly is the only peace and relief for me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing.

I'll always and only be at peace once I no longer suffer, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, I just want to erase this existence, I wish for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing really does just cause pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is to never suffer again.

Existence to me truly is the most horrific abomination that just causes harm and suffering, there's just so much evil in existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful evil existence and the suffering of existing is endless, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

I never should had suffered at all in this torturous existence.
I truly never should had suffered and I wish that more than anything I never did, to suffer in this dreadful, cruel, existence truly is an abomination to me, existence is an imposition that just causes harm and suffering.

I'll always see it as the most terrible tragedy to suffer in this existence, to me existence truly is always the problem and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence, existence to me is always something so cruel and dreadful that just causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I'll always prefer the peace of non-existence over this existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always a terrible mistake to me.
It truly is always the most terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and the suffering, pain, torture and cruelty of existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for the mistake of existence rather all I want is peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence with no more suffering and I'll always see this painful, dreadful existence as only suffering, all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am just always hoping and wishing to erase this terrible, torturous existence, I wish for no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of the harmful, cruel abomination that just causes suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just wish for non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence but really I wish to erase this torturous, painful existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered in this harmful, cruel existence at all, the fact that this existence was imposed truly is the most terrible, devastating tragedy to me that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of the abomination of existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of the abomination of existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again, I just want to erase this existence that just causes all this harm, suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence. I'll just always see existing as only suffering, to me existence will always be the most terrible, cruel mistake that just tortures existing beings, no matter what I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel and dreadful.
It truly is so cruel and dreadful torturing existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just wish to be free from this cruel existence and the fact that this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result is just so terrible and dreadful to me, existence truly does just cause so much futile unnecessary suffering and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, I just hope and wish for peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in existing and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and the suffering, pain, torture and cruelty of existing is endless, I just want to erase this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, existence to me is just always the problem and I wish that I never had to suffer, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace from the pain and suffering I search for, I'll just only be at peace in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for in this existence so dreadful that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, I just hope to erase this existence.

I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence of cruelty and suffering where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this dreadful, futile existence but really I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this torturous existence.
I truly do always suffer as result of this torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, for me every second is torture to be conscious and I'd just never wish for the suffering, torture and cruelty of this dreadful painful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem, in this existence so cruel and dreadful only non-existence can solve everything for me, for me every second is torture to exist, I'll just always see it as so torturous to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive as after all only in non-existence will I be at peace from the suffering and torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

This dreadful existence just causes suffering and harm.
It truly does just cause suffering and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just hope and wish for some peace and for me non-existence is the only peace from this existence so cruel that just causes all this terrible harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, for me non-existence really is all that's positive and desirable, existing will always be so dreadful to me and I see it as so terrible how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be waiting to die to me.
It truly will always be waiting to die to me, I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as just being suffering all for the sake of it and I could never see any point to any of this, I'll always see existing as just being dreadful unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence and there's just so much suffering in this torturous, futile existence that I just never would had chosen, all I want is peace from this existence that to me will always be waiting to die no matter what.

 

[YourLocalEdgelord]

I've been lurking for a while and now I wanna tell you I am so, so sorry you have to go through this much pain. It's utterly cruel how the world wants to keep us here without our consent, just to discard us again right after "saving us ". Pets get the merciful way out, but we don't. It makes my blood boil. I hope you'll find the peace you want and deserve.

 

[39hatsune]

I've been lurking for a while and now I wanna tell you I am so, so sorry you have to go through this much pain. It's utterly cruel how the world wants to keep us here without our consent, just to discard us again right after "saving us ". Pets get the merciful way out, but we don't. It makes my blood boil. I hope you'll find the peace you want and deserve.

yes ive been looking at this thread for a while now too, funeralcry has been here for a long time from what it seems and i really feel for them

hoping life gets easier for the both of you, and anyone reading

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always a terrible mistake to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as the most terrible, cruel mistake to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again in this torturous existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering so terrible and dreadful that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what, it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from and I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence of torturous suffering was even imposed.