Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[OnMyLast Legs]

You really do need to vent a lot ^_^ carry on

 

[HangMan123]

You really do need to vent a lot ^_^ carry on

Understatement of the century

 

[FuneralCry]

No peace in this cruel existence.
No matter what I could never see any peace in this cruel existence rather I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, this existence is the problem to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to not exist, I just want to be gone, I just want peace from all pain and suffering and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and peace, I'll always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this painful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die to me.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this dreadful existence rather all I hope for is peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this futile, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace, I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'll always see existence as the problem, to me existence really will always be an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never wish for this torturous, futile existence.
I really would never wish for this torturous, futile existence of suffering all for the sake of it, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering, all I want is to be free from it.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and futile I just always saw as a mistake, I just want peace from the pain of existing and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with no more suffering, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping and wishing to be gone.
No matter what all I could hope and wish for is to be gone, I just hope for peace from all the pain and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence I just never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just wish I could erase this existence, I just want peace from the suffering of this futile existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause and bring so much pain and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence rather all I want is peace, I just hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence truly is all that'a desirable and I'd never wish to suffer in this cruel existence.

 

[WeirdTheaterKid02]

Just ignore this, this is just a thread to write down how I feel, I don't want to upset anyone, I'm just suffering
1) I'm not meant for existing
This is the way I've always felt, I'm not meant for something as cruel, futile and torturous as having the ability to exist, human existence has always been such a burden to me, it's a terrible and harmful burden that causes nothing but me pain. It's always been a struggle existing as a conscious being destined to suffer endlessly with no limit as to how much agony I can feel, it's just not for me, I never should have existed at all and more than anything I wish I never did.

Only the peace that non-existence can bring appeals to me, I wish to die but only never existing is true perfection, it'd be such a relief for me to die as this existence I was never meant for just torments me and I find it so hellish how painless suicide methods aren't accessible for me. if I could die painlessly I'd be long gone from this existence I was never meant for, only death can bring me peace. In my case I wouldn't want to exist under any circumstance as what I have a problem with is existence itself, I'm just not meant for it and I find it tragic how I have to exist when instead I could be at peace for all eternity, my existence is just meaningless suffering all for no reason and no purpose, I'm not meant to suffer, I'm only meant for the peace of eternal nothingness.

Just now coming back to this site after years of not being here. Got way too triggered to ignore it anymore.

It's nice to see you here. I used to read a lot of your posts so I'm glad you're around still. I'm Grateful to you for being there every time I was ignored by everyone in my life.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence, I just hope and wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I just want some peace from it all, I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist ever again with this cruel existence all gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There really is just so much suffering in existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

I just want to be free from all suffering, I just want to be gone, only non-existence can take away and solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the relief from suffering I search for and I wish more than anything I never had to suffer, all I want is peace from this dreadful existence, I just hope to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is the relief of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, I really will just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as a mistake.
I truly will always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to be gone, I just want peace from this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, I just want some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I've ever seen as positive.
It truly is all I've ever seen as positive and is all that can bring me the peace I search for from the pain and suffering of existing, I just hope and wish to be gone, I just wish to be permanently unconscious with this cruel dreadful existence all gone and forgotten and I'll always see existing as just being suffering.

It's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from and I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything.
More than anything I truly wish this existence was never imposed and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all, I just hope to never exist again and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, painful existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I just hope for peace from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering all for the sake of it.
It truly does just cause so much suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is true peace, I just hope for no more suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as waiting to die and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile and dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

I could never see any point to any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence, I just want some peace, I just hope to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful and torturous.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this cruel, torturous existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence really is the only peace for me.
It's just the only peace and relief for me in this existence so torturous and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this endless suffering.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'd never wish for this existence so futile, I just want peace from all the suffering, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence that just causes so much pain all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this futile, dreadful existence that I never would had chosen that just caused so much pain, I'd never want to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish I never existed more than anything.
I truly do wish I never existed more than anything, I'd never wish for this torturous existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I just want to never exist again, all I want is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope for peace from all the pain and suffering, I just want to be gone.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so undesirable I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer so much and it feels like I've suffered for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only and always hoping to not exist.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could ever hope for, I just want to never suffer again with this torturous, futile and cruel existence all gone and I'll just always prefer to not exist.

All I could ever hope for is to never exist again, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want some peace from this torturous existence, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just always the problem to me.
It really is the problem to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is the only relief and as long as I exist I'll just wish for non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope and wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the most terrible tragedy.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the most terrible tragedy and I'd never wish for any of this, to me existence just always feels like a mistake and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel existence, all I hope for is peace, I just want to never exist again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence.
I truly am just so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this deeply undesirable, painful and cruel existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to be gone, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable, only in non-existence will I be free from this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much suffering.
It truly does just cause so much suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace, I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, it's all so cruel and dreadful.

I just want peace from it all, I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish to erase this existence.
All I want is to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never had to suffer at all and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from all the suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just wish to be gone, I wish for peace, I just hope and wish to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the pain and suffering of existing.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all, I just want to erase this existence, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable in this existence I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing endless amounts of pain and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from existing.
I truly do just always suffer so much from existing and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone and never suffer again.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, I just always suffer as a result of this cruel existence.