Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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Always finding it so terrible to exist.
No matter what I'll just always find it so terrible to exist and I'd never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only the peace of non-existence can solve and take away for me and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this torturous, cruel existence that I never would had chosen that just brought and caused so much pain and I'll always find it so painful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I'd never wish for that I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence, all I want is peace, I'd just never want to suffer in this existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful existence that just causes pain and suffering and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish for peace from the cruelty and suffering of existing and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so terrible and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to never suffer again, I wish and hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'd just never want to suffer in this existence and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and cruelty as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I wish I never existed more than anything, all I want is to be gone and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel I always saw as a mistake.

I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, for me non-existence is just the only relief, all I want is peace, I just want to never wake again and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only ever wanting peace from suffering.
No matter what all I could ever want is peace from all the suffering and I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is peace, I just want to be gone and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could hope for is to be gone, I just wish for true peace from this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I always find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so undesirable and painful non-existence is just the only relief for me.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the most dreadful abomination to me.
It truly is always the most dreadful abomination to me and to be permanently free from it is all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this deeply undesirable, torturous and painful existence.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I'll only and always see existing as just being suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me peace from and I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as only suffering no matter what and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all just so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'd just never want to suffer in this existence and I wish I never had to suffer, nothing would make me wish for the suffering and torture of existing rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful all I could want is to never suffer again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer rather I just want to not exist, for me non-existence is all that's desirable and is all that can bring me the peace I search for from the pain and suffering of existing and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and I just wish I was never burdened with this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish for peace from the pain, suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so terrible and dreadful, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence and it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me, no matter what I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, I just hope to be gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I always suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is all I wish for and it always feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I'll always find it so undesirable to exist, I suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is the relief of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
No matter what all I could ever wish for is to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this dreadful existence at all but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible to me, all I could hope for is to be gone.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I wish for no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist again and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me, I always suffer from how I cannot choose to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is to be gone.

I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and futile and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone from it all, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I just really would never want to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so cruel and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all that's desirable, nothing would ever make me want to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for true peace.
No matter what true peace is all I could ever hope for, I just want to painlessly cease existing and never suffer again with this dreadful, torturous existence all gone, forgotten and no longer my problem and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence.

I just want no more suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what and I suffer simply from existing, I wish and hope to erase this existence, I just wish for true peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this dreadful, futile and torturous existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and torturous and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this futile and deeply undesirable existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, in this existence so dreadful and terrible non-existence is just the only relief for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering.

I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I'll always see existing as only suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all I want is peace, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I always find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this dreadful existence.
I really would never want to suffer in this dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I see as desirable is non-existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish for peace, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is peace from all suffering and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this torturous, cruel and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

It's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, in this existence so dreadful and torturous only non-existence can bring me peace and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen that just brought and caused so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It really is always the problem to me and I wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for that only ever caused so mucj pain and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace from all suffering is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is all I could hope for in this existence so cruel and dreadful, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

For me non-existence really is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and torturous all I could hope for is to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll always find it so undesirable to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous that I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.