Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There really is so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so dreadful, cruel and torturous only non-existence can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake ever again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, in this existence so torturous and dreadful all I see as desirable is non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace from the abomination of existence and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be permanently free from this dreadful existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence, in this existence so cruel and dreadful only eternal dreamless sleep can bring me peace and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

All want is to be gone from it all, I just hope and wish to never exist again, I'll just always see existence as the problem causing so much harm and torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway, all I want is peace from all the suffering, I just wish to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering continues and it's all so dreadful, I wish I was never burdened with this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake that just caused and brought so much cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so futile and cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an mistake to me.
It truly is always an abomination and a mistake to me and all I want is to be permanently free from it, I just hope and wish to never suffer in this cruel, futile and torturous existence ever again.

In this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again with this dreadful, futile and deeply undesirable existence all gone, I just want peacefully cease existing, I'd never wish for this cruel, torturous existence rather all I want is true permanent peace.

I just wish to be permanently free from the terrible tragic mistake of existence, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much suffering and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is the peace of eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and futile existence more than anything, in this existence so dreadful.

Non-existence is just the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable, all I wish for is to never suffer again with this torturous, cruel existence all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope for peace.

I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful existence no longer my problem and I suffer so much as a result of existing and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to painlessly cease existing to finally escape from this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable to me.
It really is always so undesirable to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, in this existence so cruel, torturous and futile non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want all to be gone and forgotten and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, all I want is to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so undesirable that only ever caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence.

All I wish and hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish for non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful, cruel and torturous abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake, existence to me will always be the problem and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from.

I'd just never wish for this existence that causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It really is always the problem to me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, in this existence so cruel only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.

The peace of an eternal sleep is just all I could hope for, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence just waiting to die, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from this futile, torturous and deeply undesirable existence of futile unnecessary suffering I never would had chosen that I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that can bring me peace.
It truly is all that can bring me peace and is all I could hope for in this existence so cruel and dreadful no matter what, all I want is to never suffer again with this torturous existence all gone and forgotten, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

I really would never wish for any of this rather I just hope for true permanent peace, I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see this existence as a mistake causing so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all I could hope for in this existence so torturous I never would had wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this torturous existence.
I really would never want to suffer in this torturous existence that just causes and brings so much futile unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from suffering, all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in eternal sleep with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist, I just hope and wish to never suffer again, no matter what I'll always find it so torturous to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just always feels like a mistake to me.
It really does feel like a mistake to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me and bring me peace from, all I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so undesirable to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and the peace of eternal sleep is just all I'll hope and wish for.

I just want to never exist again with this futile, cruel and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake finally all gone and forgotten and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I could hope for no matter what, I just want to never exist again, I just wish to be permanently free from this torturous, futile and undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen that only ever caused and brought suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily no matter what, in this existence so torturous I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I hope for.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just want to never suffer again with this torturous, dreadful and undesirable existence all gone and forgotten, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, all I wish for is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with this existence finally no longer my problem and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I wish I never had to suffer more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.
It truly is the most terrible tragedy to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I see as desirable.

I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence, to me existence really is an abomination and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again. I truly am always so tired, I'm always so tired of suffering in this torturous, deeply undesirable and unnecessary existence I never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious of this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so futile and undesirable only non-existence can bring me peace and the peace of non-existence is all I'll hope for no matter what, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, futile existence.

It's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this torturous, cruel existence where there's all this endless suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I just hope and wish to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering all for the sake of it.
It truly does just cause suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for peace from this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible and dreadful and I'll just always see existence as a mistake, it's one that just causes and brings endless amounts of harm and suffering torturing existing beings. I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist, I'll always see existence as the problem that just brings and causes so much cruelty and unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could hope for is to be gone from this dreadful, torturous existence, I just want some peace, I just want to never suffer again with all finally gone and forgotten.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence so cruel and futile non-existence is just the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable, I just wish for some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering, all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for all to be gone in non-existence but of course all the suffering continues and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope and wish to never suffer again with this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence finally all gone and forgotten and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence of endless unnecessary suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence and I'm always so tired of all the suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as positive.
It's all that's positive for me and I'd never wish for any of this, I'd never wish for this existence that causes and brings all this futile unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable.

All I wish for is to never suffer ever again with this torturous, dreadful existence all gone, I just wish for peace from all the suffering, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive and is all that could ever be, I just wish for no more pain, no more cruelty and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause and bring endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, it's all so terrible to me how existence causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me peace from, all I hope for is an eternal sleep but of course all the suffering just continues and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from the abomination of existence, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with this torturous existence no longer my problem, all I want is for peace from all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again, I just wish for peace from all the suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish for peace from the futile and dreadful abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering all for the sake of it.
It really does just cause and bring so much suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel, dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this existence all gone and no longer my problem and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for this torturous existence that just causes and brings all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway, all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There really is just so much cruelty in existing and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, in this existence so dreadful for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just hope for some peace and I'll only be at peace in eternal dreamless sleep where I no longer suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing, as long as I exist I'll only wish for peace from it all, I just wish for all to be forgotten for me in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always so harmful.
It truly is always so harmful torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just hope to never exist again with this deeply undesirable, cruel existence all gone and forgotten, for me non-existence is just the only relief, it's all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible and I wish I never suffered in this harmful, painful existence more than anything, existence will always be a mistake to me and it's one so cruel, dreadful and torturous that just causes harm and suffering,

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does cause endless amounts of harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, it's all so cruel and futile to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is peace from all the pain and suffering and to me existing will always be only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be free from it all, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never exist ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel, torturous existence I never would had wished for and never would had chosen and for me non-existence is just the only relief.

All I want is for all to be gone for me in non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to cease existing, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful, cruel existence and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is true permanent peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, futile existence as only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, suffering and harm until non-existence takes away all anyway.

I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one that only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer ever again.

I just wish for peace from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence that I never would had wished for that only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to permanently cease existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so undesirable to me.
It really is always so undesirable to me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only relief.

I just wish for no more suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist, non-existence really is all I could see as desirable no matter what, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much cruelty, pain and suffering in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, all I want is some peace.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful existence I never would had chosen that only ever caused and brought so much suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just hope and wish to never exist again, all I want is peace from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of it all.
I truly am always so tired of it all and it's the kind of tiredness only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just hope and wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable.

I just hope and wish to never exist ever again, in this existence so cruel only non-existence can bring me peace, I just want to never wake ever again, all I hope for is peace from all the suffering and there's just so much suffering in this cruel existence I'm always so tired of.