Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence only causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this terrible, cruelty harm and suffering, to me existence will just always be the most terrible, cruelty harm mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful existence that just harms and tortures existing beings, to me existence is just so evil, I just want true peace from the pain, torture and evil of existence and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is forgotten and there is no more pain, torture and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from the torture of existing.
No matter what some peace from the torture of existing truly is all I could hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, this torturous dreadful existence should just never had been imposed.

I just want peace from the torture of existing, existence to me is just the most terrible cruel mistake that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to be free from the torture of existing and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is peace.

I just want to be free from the suffering, pain and torture of this terrible, undesirable existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, painful mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this painful, dreadful existence that never should had been imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as the problem.
To me no matter what this torturous existence really will always be the problem and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, dreadful existence, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

I'll just always see this painful existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so torturous and dreadful and I wish I never had to suffer, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering, all I want is peace from this torturous existence and there's just so much evil in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to exist in this horrific world.
It truly is always so torturous to exist in this horrific world and I always suffer so much from existing in this terrible, dreadful anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, denying painless death is such a terrible crime to me.

There's so much cruelty in how this existence was imposed in the first place yet humans do all they can to force others to suffer, to me anti-suicide is just so evil, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more torture and suffering in this world so horrific, all I want is to be gone, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence.