Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me really is the problem.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem and I'd just never want to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence rather I only hope for non-existence where all is finally forgotten and in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence really is the only peace and relief for me.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all that existence does is just cause and create suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me, I wish I never suffered more than anything and in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all I could hope for is to never wake ever again. I wish for no more suffering rather all I wish for is an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing in this futile, deeply undesirable existence could ever concern me, for me non-existence really is the only peace and is just all I wish for, I only hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything. For me existence really is the problem and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to be permanently free from it, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me and to me existing truly is only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me will always be a terrible mistake.
I truly will always see existence as the most terrible mistake and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

Nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of this futile, torturous existence rather I only hope to not exist, I only wish for the peace of non-existence where this existence of unnecessary suffering is finally all gone and forgotten and for me non-existence really is the only relief, all I wish for is an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this existence is finally no longer my concern and all is gone, it's just so terrible and dreadful to me how existence causes all this harm and suffering and I really do always suffer so much as a result of this existence. For me existence really is always the problem and it's one only the peace of an eternal sleep can solve and take away for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer and to be permanently free from this painful existence of unnecessary suffering truly is all I could wish for. I just want to never wake ever again but of course the suffering of existing just continues and it's all just so cruel to me, there's just so much cruelty in existing, it's all just so dreadful and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from the terrible mistake of existence I just never would had chosen, I'm always just so tired of suffering so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is an abomination to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the most cruel, torturous abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

Nothing would make me wish for the suffering of this harmful, futile existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from the cruel, futile abomination of existence and I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes and brings suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. I just never should had been forced to exist and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I'd never wish for this existence that just causes and brings all this suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it until non-existence takes away all anyway, for me non-existence really is the only peace. I'd never wish for this cruel deeply undesirable existence of unnecessary suffering I just never would had chosen, existence really is something so dreadful and terrible to me and I always wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence where I just hope and wait for death, existence will just always feel like the most cruel, harmful mistake to me and I just never should had suffered at all, I'll always see it as so dreadful to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so unnecessary.
It really is just so unnecessary and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'll just always find it so harmful to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence I always saw as such a dreadful terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing. I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence, I'll just always see existence as so unnecessary and I just wish I never suffered, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to never wake.

I just want to not exist and for me non-existence really is the only peace from this unnecessary existence that was so tragically imposed causing all this pain and suffering as a result and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and bring me peace from. I always wish I could just choose to never wake ever again and I always suffer from how I cannot just fall asleep permanently to escape from the cruelty and suffering of existing and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this, for me non-existence truly is the only peace, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence just hoping and waiting to cease existing and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering there was never a need for at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Preferring to cease existing than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to cease existing than suffer, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence rather I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence with no more pain, I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence.

To me existence really does feel like such a terrible mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily but of course all of the suffering of existing just continues and it's all so terrible and dreadful, no matter what I'd prefer to not exist and for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable. It feels like I've suffered for so long and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen and would just never wish for, for me existing really is only suffering and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and bring me peace from. I just want to never wake ever again and I'd never wish for any of this, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is always just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is always an unnecessary harm to me and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, futile existence more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this harmful existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, I just wish I never had to suffer more than anything and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this harmful existence of unnecessary suffering I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, existence to me really is always the problem which is why I'll only ever hope to not exist no matter what, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this harmful existence that to me is just a mistake. I always wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this futile existence that to me just causes harm, existence to me really does feel like a mistake and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway, I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just never would had chosen and would just never wish for no matter what, I find it so tragic how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist at all.
I truly would never want to exist at all and I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I want is to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and I just would never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is non-existence and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it, I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes so much harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything and nothing would make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence rather all I want is to never wake and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to escape from all the pain and suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain in existing. It's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I can rest with no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is only suffering to me.
It truly is only suffering to me with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence really is all that can bring me any peace.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it such a dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence. I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence is desirable for me in this cruel existence that is only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist. Only non-existence can bring me peace and can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I really would never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

I see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me.
No matter what I'll always see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake rather I only hope and wish for non-existence where all is finally forgotten.

In this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it non-existence really is the only relief for me and is just all I see as desirable, I'd just always prefer the peace of permanent non-existence which is why I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to peacefully cease existing and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I just wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything. I just never should had been burdened with this existence I always saw as the problem, I'd just never wish to exist in this horrific world where the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what and I just always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all just so cruel and dreadful to me, I just wish I never existed, I find it unbearable how a human can exist for so long and I always suffer from how I cannot just peacefully free myself from the burden of existence that I just never would had chosen and I just always suffer so much from being burdened with this existence and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and it's the kind of tiredness only eternal sleep could ever take away for me, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I always saw as a terrible mistake and I truly do always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to finally escape from this harmful existence I just never would had chosen.

I'll just always and only see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result and I just always suffer from being burdened with this existence, I'll always see existence as the most harmful, dreadful burden no matter what and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how torturous it can all get, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'm always so tired of suffering, I just wish I could choose to never wake and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to sleep permanently and finally be free from all the suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring peace over suffering.
No matter what I really would always prefer peace over suffering and I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it the only relief for me could lie in eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence I just never would had chosen.

I just wish I could choose to permanently cease existing so finally I can be at peace, the only relief for me truly is non-existence as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer ever again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me. I'll just always see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and for me existence really is the problem, it's one only ceasing to exist could ever take away for me and I'd always prefer to not exist, non-existence really is all that can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this cruel deeply undesirable existence and there's just so much suffering and cruelty in existing. It's all so terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I just never should had suffered at all but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so cruel to me, I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful.
I really will always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this futile, torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering in this torturous existence just continues and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

Only the peace of non-existence could ever solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous, futile existence no matter what, I'll just always see existence as a burden only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and the peace of non-existence really is all I could hope for. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so cruel to me and I'll always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I just always suffer so much as a result of existence, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I truly never should had suffered at all in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, harmful mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it a tragedy how this existence was imposed.
No matter what I really will always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed and I really do always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence. I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is to not exist and I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, never existing would had saved me from so much suffering which is why I never existed more than anything.

I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never wake ever again but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence and I'm just always so tired of it all, I'll just always find it so torturous, painful and dreadful to exist and I just wish I never suffered, nothing would make me wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is some peace. I just want to never wake ever again with all finally gone and forgotten, I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this existence being imposed and I'd never wish for the suffering of this torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist, I only hope for peace, I just want to never wake ever again with all finally gone for me with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is always something so dreadful.
It truly is always something so dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, I'll always see existence as the most cruel, futile burden and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll just always have so much dread for what lies ahead, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence could ever bring me any peace and relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and I just find it so dreadful to exist. To me existence truly does just feel like a mistake that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather I only want to never wake ever again.

I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where this dreadful existence is finally all forgotten about and for me non-existence really is the only relief from this existence so cruel I just never would had chosen and I just wish I never existed. I never should had been burdened with this existence but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I just wish I never had to suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering of existing really is endless, I just find it so dreadful to be trapped in this existence so cruelly denied a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
I really will always see existence as the problem which is why I'll only hope and wish for non-existence no matter what, all I want is to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so terrible to me.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want to never wake ever again and I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally free from this existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this futile, torturous existence where I just hope and wait for death and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I just wish I never suffered. I never should had been burdened with this existence of cruelty and suffering that I always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, existence really is always the problem to me and I'll just always find it so terrible to suffer so unnecessarily and to me existing truly is only suffering, I suffer so much as a result of existing and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again, only eternal dreamless sleep can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that could be desirable to me.
It truly is all that's desirable for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence no matter what that I always saw as the most terrible mistake causing all this harm and suffering.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to be conscious in this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I truly wish I never suffered at all more than anything, in this existence where there's all this suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured non-existence really is the only peace for me and is just all I see as desirable. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist ever again and I just always suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence I just never would had chosen. It's all just so dreadful to me and I'll just always see existence as the problem that just causes and brings suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief, all I wish for is an eternal sleep free from all suffering where all is finally gone and I can rest, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, torturous existence and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it really is all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering, non-existence really is all that can bring me the relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is suffering to me.
I really will always see existing as only being suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence, it really is all so cruel and dreadful to me and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence. I just wish I never suffered at all, to me existence truly is the most terrible mistake and I see it as such a terrible tragedy to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering.

I wish I was never burdened with this torturous existence more than anything and I'll always see it as such a burden to exist, it's a burden only the peace of non-existence could ever take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in non-existence where all is forgotten which is why it's all I hope for. All I want is to never exist ever again, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to be burdened with this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering just waiting to die anyway and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, it's just suffering there was never a need for at all and I just always suffer as a result of this existence, to me existence really does feel like such a terrible mistake, I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting to die anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could wish for is no more suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and I just wish I was never burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake more than anything and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing. I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what and to me existing really is only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so cruel and dreadful to me and I always wish I never suffered, I'll just always see it as the most terrible abomination to suffer in this existence and for me existence really is the problem.

I just always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to escape from suffering and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence I just never would had wished for and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence more than anything, there's just so much suffering in existing and I just wish I never existed. I'll always see it as a burden to exist and it's a burden only ceasing to exist could ever take away for me, I wish for no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I always wish to just never wake, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and all I could hope for is to never exist ever again with all finally gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it unbearable how a human can suffer for so long.
I truly do find it so unbearable how a human can suffer for so long in this futile, torturous existence and more than anything I just wish I never suffered at all, I never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous existence I never would had chosen and I just wish I never suffered more than anything. I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I find it so terrifying how one can suffer for so long just to face way worse suffering and torture in this existence I never would had wished for and never would had chosen and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily no matter what, I just wish I never suffered more than anything but of course all the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I'll just always and only hope to not exist no matter what, I wish for no more suffering and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake ever again with all finally gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer exist and to be permanently at peace from all the cruelty and suffering of this futile, torturous existence really is all I hope for, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally gone and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this cruel existence where I just hope and wait to die and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all just so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it. I always suffer so much as a result of existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to this existence being all gone and forgotten, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and the peace of non-existence truly is all I could ever see as desirable, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering rather I just want all to be gone for me, I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of existence and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing no matter what, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel non-existence really is the only peace and relief for me and is just all I see as desirable.

I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering of this torturous existence just continues and it's all so terrible to me, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief, it's all I hope for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much from being burdened with this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering just waiting to die anyway and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die. It's just suffering there was never a need for and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and for me non-existence really is the only relief, it's just all I see as desirable and hope for. I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting to not exist anyway and I'll just always see existing as waiting for death no matter what, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of existence and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing no matter what, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel non-existence really is the only peace and relief for me and is just all I see as desirable.

I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering of this torturous existence just continues and it's all so terrible to me, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief, it's all I hope for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much from being burdened with this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering just waiting to die anyway and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die. It's just suffering there was never a need for and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and for me non-existence really is the only relief, it's just all I see as desirable and hope for. I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting to not exist anyway and I'll just always see existing as waiting for death no matter what, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
I truly would never want to suffer and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence really is the only peace for me and is just all I hope for.

I wish for no more pain rather all I want is for all to be gone and forgotten for me, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes harm and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer so unnecessarily burdened with this existence just waiting to not exist and to me existing really is just waiting to die.

I'd just never want to suffer rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace and relief I search for from the cruelty and torture of existing and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I wish I never suffered and to me existing really is only suffering, it's all so cruel and painful to me and I'd never wish for the pain of existing rather I just want to not exist. I just want to never suffer ever again and I just always suffer so much as a result of this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I always suffer so much as a result of existing, I truly would never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, non-existence really is all that's desirable for me and is the only peace, I just want to never exist ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it painful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to suffer so unnecessarily.
I truly would never wish to suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally gone and forgotten and for me only non-existence could ever be desirable, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in thos existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to no exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistke and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all just so terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, non-existence really is the only relief for me from this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing. It's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and bring me relief from and in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only the peace of an eternal sleep could eber be desirable to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for and I'd just always prefer to not than suffer so unnecessarily and only non-existence could eve bring me the relief I search for from this torturous existence I just never would had wished for and would never had chosen, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope to never wake.
No matter what all I could hope and wish for is to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally all is gone and I can rest, existence is just so cruel, so painful and so torturous and I'll just always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me and bring me relief from, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence is desirable for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence really is the only peace in this cruel, futile existence I just never would had chosen and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I just want to fall asleep permanently but of course the pain of existing just continues and I'll always find it so painful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death. It's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather I only hope for non-existence and only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just waiting to die, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering continues, it's all so cruel and painful to me and I'd never wish for the pain of existing rather all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for peace.
No matter what all I could wish and hope for is some peace, I just want never suffer ever again with this torturous deeply undesirable existence I always saw as such a terrible tragic mistake finally all forgotten and there is just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only want to not exist I only hope for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty amd suffering where all is finally gone and forgotten.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal sleep where finally I can rest with nothing able to concern me and for this existence to be no longer my concern is just all I hope for and is all I see as desirable. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never wake ever again with all finally gone for me with this painful existence no longer my problem and I just always suffer so much from being burdened with this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and in this cruel existence where there's all this suffering non-existence really is all that can bring me any peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to be conscious burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never had to suffer more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this torturous, cruel existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, only non-existence could ever solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer. There is no suffering in an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and this torturous existence is no longer my concern, all I hope for is to never suffer ever again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything and nothing would make me wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again with all finally gone for me, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence really is all that can bring me any peace and relief. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to be forgotten, for me existence really will always be the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I'm always just so tired of suffering in this existence, I'll always see it as so terrible how there's all this unnecessary suffering in this cruel, torturous existence that to me is a terrible, tragic mistake causing so much harm as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is always just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm to me and I'll always find it so torturous and dreadful to suffer in this existence and to me existing truly is only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, more than anything I wish I never existed, I just never should had been burdened with this cruel, futile existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as waiting to die.

I personally suffer just from being burdened with this torturous, harmful existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragedy, it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily. To me existence truly is just unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it's all just so cruel and terrible to me, more than anything I wish I never suffered and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist with all finally forgotten for me and in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering for me peace could only lie in non-existence where all is finally gone. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just being waiting for death.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed.
I truly do find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'll always just find it so harmful and dreadful to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting to die anyway and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what and in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it the peace of an eternal sleep really is all that's desirable for me and is just all I could hope for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want to never exist ever again. I'll just always see it as so terrible how this existence was imposed even know there was just never a need for any of this at all, I'll always see existing as suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I always wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything, I never should had suffered at all and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just being waiting for death no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where this cruel, torturous existence is finally all forgotten.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and to me existing really is only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only want to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this torturous unnecessary existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just always saw as a terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing. It's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for and I always suffer as a result of being conscious in this existence. It's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way which is all I wish and hope for, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I just never should had been forced to suffer and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I'm just so tired of it all.