Venting General thread for my vents about not wanting to live anymore

[brokenspirited]

Existing is so futile to me, it's just waiting to die, non-existence is all I hope for.

 

[brokenspirited]

Perhaps the only cruelty greater than existence itself is this insistence that we must celebrate it.

 

[brokenspirited]

In the depths of my heart, I know that only nonexistence can set me free.

 

[brokenspirited]

In this existence full of suffering, thinking of nonexistence brings me so much comfort.

 

[brokenspirited]

With every heartbeat I feel the weight of an existence I never asked for.

 

[brokenspirited]

Just wishing to fade into nonexistence, to fall into a deep, dreamless sleep and never awaken.

 

[brokenspirited]

Not wanting to exist. To not exist is all I want and ask for.

 

[brokenspirited]

I just can't stand how people keep pretending that existence is a gift when it's a cruel, endless nightmare. Life is an endless cycle of futile pain and suffering, it just all seems so pointless to me.

Nonexistence is the only way to find peace from this dreadful miserable existence. I hate how we're expected to just accept this torture, to smile and pretend it's ok. Just wanting to escape this torture. I want to be forgotten by everyone to never suffer as if I never suffered and existed.

 

[brokenspirited]

It's just so horrific and cruel how humans are expected to endure this endless cycle of suffering and torment that was imposed on us without consent, as if life could ever be a gift when it's nothing but a senseless curse condemning us to decay and agony until we inevitably cease to exist anyway.

 

[brokenspirited]

Not wanting to exist. I don't understand how some people see existence as desirable when it's just a cruel futile pointless thing and we will all cease to exist in the future anyway.

 

[brokenspirited]

It's just so horrific and cruel to me how existence can last for decades condemning people to years of dreadful misery when it's all pointless and futile because we will all inevitably cease to exist and be forgotten anyway.

 

[brokenspirited]

All I want is to die, to cease completely and fade into the void where there's no consciousness, no pain, no burden of an existence I never wanted.

 

[brokenspirited]

Existence is truly so dreadful and horrific it's just so unbelievably cruel that people like me are denied access to the means to end our suffering.

 

[davidtorez]

Suffering is this game were playing that some call life or existence. Pleasure is only a time out in this pointless game were all playing. I wish I didnt have to be a part of this game

 

[brokenspirited]

Existence is such a cruel imposition it's just so dreadful I am forced to suffer in this nightmare whenmy suffering will be all pointless.

 

[brokenspirited]

It's so cruel to me that they expect you to find meaning in the suffering imposed on you in this dreadful futile existence that's just designed to cause pointless harm and suffering.

 

[rainatthetraintrack]

bro is funeralcry from temu

 

[brokenspirited]

There's nothing desirable to me about the world's most cruel, pointless torturous burden. I can't fathom why anybody would see any of this as desirable. Existence will always be undesirable to me and I'll always wish to be gone no matter what, I find it so cruel there's no respect in this world for someone's wishes to die causing so much suffering for no reason at all.

 

[brokenspirited]

I'd give anything to never have been born into this horror show.
I truly would give anything to undo it all, to make it so I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence that was forced upon me, to me nonexistence is the only desirable state, the only peace in this abomination with no limit to imposed suffering, I just want relief from the pain, hoping to never wake again, and I'll always see existence as the ultimate problem, causing harm for no reason, a mistake I wish could be erased forever, always preferring nothingness no matter what.

 

[brokenspirited]

All I wish for is a painless suicide pill that brings me eternal peace and freedom from this endless suffering in existence, something like cyanide or a drink of nembutal that just lets me slip away into nonexistence without any agony or complications, it truly would be such an overwhelming relief to finally cease existing in this cruel, torturous abomination I never would had chosen to begin with.

 

[brokenspirited]

Existence will always be a curse to me.
Existence will always be a curse to me, and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, hellish life I never chose, for me nonexistence all that's desirable, solving everything by removing the source of all pain, all I hope for is to be gone, wishing for no more torment in this futile, undesirable existence that just feels like a mistake to me, I'd always opt for oblivion rather than suffer unnecessarily, with no end to the harm it brings, and as long as I exist, I'll yearn for that forever sleep free from suffering, it's all so cruel and pointless to me.

 

[brokenspirited]

I'd always prefer to fade away into nothingness than endure another moment of this abomination called existence.
No matter what, for as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope for the peace that only nonexistence can give me, freeing me from this cruel, futile existence that causes nothing but suffering and pain I never would have chosen, I just suffer so much from being burdened with this unwanted wretched existence, all I truly want is to never be in pain again.

 

[brokenspirited]

Never was meant to endure this pain.
I was never meant to endure this pain in a existence so cruel and torturous that just imposes endless suffering all for no reason, more than anything I wish I never existed, only ceasing to exist can bring me the relief and peace from suffering I seek, as long as I exist I'll just long to be gone with all this harm forgotten and left behind.
I truly suffer so much from this pointless burden and I'll always see existence as the most dreadful abomination that causes nothing but harm and cruelty with no limit to the pain, I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer for no reason in this deeply undesirable reality I never would had chosen, for me nonexistence is all that's positive and the only light at the end of the tunnel, I just want a forever sleep where no more pain can reach me, it's all so tragic how this existence was imposed causing so much suffering as a result, it's existence that's really the problem for me and I hope for nothing else but to never wake again.

 

[brokenspirited]

19 years too long.
It has been 19 years too long for me in this horrible, wretched and futile existence that just causes endless suffering and harm with no limit to how much pain you can suffer, more than anything I wish these 19 years never happened at all and that I was spared from this cruel burden imposed without consent, for as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish for the peace of nonexistence to finally end this pointless torment that has dragged on for 19 years too many, I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer for another moment in this deeply undesirable abomination I never asked for.

 

[brokenspirited]

I'd never choose to suffer like this.
No matter what I would never choose to suffer like this in this torturous, dreadful existence that just brings suffering and harm all for the sake of it, more than anything I wish I never existed at all and that this cruel imposition was erased so that I never would have had to endure any of this pain, only nonexistence can solve my problems and bring me the relief I need, as long as I remain in this world I'll just wish to be gone.

 

[brokenspirited]

Always longing for oblivion.
Always longing for oblivion where I can finally be set free from the cruelty and suffering of this torturous existence that feels like a cosmic error to me, no matter what I'll always prefer to not exist than to suffer unnecessarily in this futile, deeply unwanted, harmful reality, only nonexistence can bring me from all this endless pain and harm.
For as long as I exist my only desire will be to never suffer again because there's just so much suffering in this dreadful existence for no purpose at all other than to inflict pain and torment, I'd never wish for any of this as all I want is to be gone forever in the eternal bliss of oblivion where everything is erased and no more pain can reach me, existence is really nothing but an abomination for me and it's the most terrible tragedy how it was imposed causing all this harm as a result, existence just causes suffering for me and I wish more than anything that I never had to exist at all.