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CursedForDisaster

Student
Apr 1, 2019
187
Does anyone else have any future plans that are keeping them from ctb? I've been feeling so suicidal lately but my brother's taking me out for my birthday soon and I've made vacation plans with a friend this summer...I want to end it so bad but I can't ruin these for them... I can't wait for this stuff to be done tbh
 
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JohnUK

JohnUK

Student
Feb 15, 2019
147
No not really. Just watch a major cup final in may then plan to ctb afterwards
 
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Escaper Boy

Escaper Boy

累坏了...
Apr 11, 2019
245
As childish as it sounds, there are some unreleased video games that I really want to play before I ctb.
 
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Jc40

Jc40

Specialist
Mar 3, 2019
354
I have put ctb plans on hold until January.

1)I want to do everything I can re my mh, that way I'll have tried everything. ie - do group..
2)Try new medication for chronic pain
3)Spend time with my parents in September
4)Have quality time with niece and nephews
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
mmm no the only exciting thing im looking forward is kms
 
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SearchForPeace

SearchForPeace

Soo much agony. Little reward. Give me Peace.
Apr 11, 2019
45
I've given myself a few months to try and see whether i can magically improve myself. Doubt I can but i can at least say I've tried.
 
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Bärchen

Bärchen

Distracting myself through Life
Apr 7, 2019
202
No i have no plans. Working, sleeping, hope i never wake up again, but i wake up and it starts again.
the funny thing i save every month money for retirement and building a house - but the only thing is to be dead.
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
No not really. Just watch a major cup final in may then plan to ctb afterwards

would that be the champions league final ?
 
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Deathmandie

Member
May 25, 2019
52
no just eat a lot a day before ctb
 
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Zhuk0v

Zhuk0v

New Member
Apr 6, 2019
4
The false hope getting better is turning things around is whats keeping me around. An other thing as stupid as it sounds is I own a Hearts of iron 4 discord where im the main host for games and one of the more known hosts in the community..or so i like to believe
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
As childish as it sounds, there are some unreleased video games that I really want to play before I ctb.

why would it be childish?? hell yeah for you for having something to look forward to!
 
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maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
160
I wanted to go to a bunch of concerts and music festivals. I also wanted to travel Asia and eventually move to Fiji. Can't do that now obviously.
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
Yeah. Could of had fun by hanging yourself watching that game. Lol

I support neither team but i was bored shitless watching that game lol
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,135
I don't have any plans anymore. It's impossible to keep any plans if you think you're gonne be dead in a few weeks/months. I literally discarded all of them - well, except my plan to ctb.
 
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Chalken

Chalken

Decaying
Nov 20, 2018
214
Not really. I used to have things that I was looking forward to, but they are just distractions and nothing more.
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,030
Nothing personally I have planned or want to plan. I am working on contingencies to ensure when I go there are no logistical or financial difficulties to complicate the aftermath.
DBD
 
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