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jeyjey8d
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- Mar 18, 2026
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I always want to laugh when I hear normal people conversations like "what you gonna eat for dinner tomorrow?", "which country you want to visit", buy new clothes etc. When you understand the miserable of life, that it doesn't matter who you are, how old you are, what you're doing at this moment or what you did in the past if it will all end sooner or later, what's the point of waiting until 90 if you can die right now? I'm 22 now and I spent my teenage years in depression, social anxiety, and loneliness. Literally from 2019 to 2024, I didn't communicate with anyone except my parents, laying in my bed 24/7, I just went for walks in the woods and wandered in my thoughts while listening to lil peep songs in my headphones. I used to regret this, that I didn't live like all "normal" teenagers, but now I think it doesn't matter, time flies anyway for everyone, regardless of whether you're a loser, a sociopath, or successful social adapted person, the end is the same for everyone. It's death
So make your choice, I've already done mine. I hope it will be soon, when I find a way to find a gun in my shitty country.
Love you guys
So make your choice, I've already done mine. I hope it will be soon, when I find a way to find a gun in my shitty country.
Love you guys