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throwaway2004

throwaway2004

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Feb 16, 2025
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Hi all,

New member but longtime lurker.

Been struggling as we all do, gone through shit as a kid and as an adult who has tried medication and therapies I know the kindest thing is to just let me go.

I live with my partner, who is aware after a therapist broke confidentiality , and he bought a safe. All the sharp objects in the house are in this safe, including all house and window keys. I have no way to get out the house at all, and there isn't a time I'm alone as he's made his parents pick me up from work.

He also has a GPS tracker on my phone for when I'm at work.

Im under full surveillance and if I ever show any interest in doing something he drags me to A and E where I spent 12 hours having a meltdown because they're shit and then being sent home.

I can't take it anymore but I physically cannot get away. I don't know how to do this and it's so fuckin cruel .
 
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human909

human909

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Welcome to the site, i hope you find peace soon.
 

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