Venting Fuck toxic positivity - Never Get Up

[willyoucrywhenIdie]

Fuck lies. Fuck bullshit. Fuck pretending. Fuck putting up an act. Let's be real if it was so good, we wouldn't have to try to maintain that. It would be just good on its own. Fuck yeah mornings suck. Fuck yeah most of us hate even waking up at all. Man we're counting down the hours just to find peace. This world is crazy though. Filled with all sorts of bullshit. Disease, poverty, infidelity, betrayal and loss. And before you come at me with that "you're only focusing on the bad stuff" shit let me cut that BS short right now, I ain't. I recognize things can be enjoyable. I get it. Drugs. Sex. Watching a favorite show. Listening to some good music. But you gotta realize the bad shit outweighs the good shit and basically ruins the entire game for everybody before they even play.

Most relationships fail. Most marriages end in divorce or suicide. Most friendships never last till the end. Everything eventually becomes a memory. I know that's just life and that's my point. What I'm tryna say is I don't care to get up or pretend that I will ever be the 0.00001% percent that makes it. And I'm surely not spending my waking existence tearing myself apart attempting the impossible. Nah. Cuz the good things aren't for most of us. Out of reach and unrealistic. Most of us will grind for some low paying or mid paying job and count the days until every weekend then retirement. Then wonder when the fuck were gonna not wake up at all. Maaaan what a circle jerk

 

[ManchildLoser]

Based

 

[Abyss Dweller]

I don't think a nihilistic approach to life is wrong or bad. It also doesn't necessarily have to mean sadness or other bunch of negative emotions.
You can be like "life is meaningless and that's it" or "life is meaningless and thats okay" and then just go about your day.

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

The things you also mentioned like drugs or sex or music/etc will always give you happiness because of the way the brain works to give you feel good chemicals. In reality it's really hard to consider life as a happy thing without feeding the brain what it wants. I don't want to play biology's game personally.

 

[girlsboysthems]

people insist on me being alive, but at what cost. my life is garbage, i hate it everyday and i wait for it to end. its quality over quantity, but we live in a world...

 

[starboy2k]

BUMPING THE FUCK OUT OF THIS POST BECAUSE YOU AINT LYING

 

[ConstantPain]

Ditto!

 

[Archness]

Facts.

Yeah tired of all these boomers and successful people taking their happiness and meaning for granted and thinking that's how it is for everyone. Absolutely ignorant, and sadly the kinds of people in control of the media.

 

[jazzcat621]

Absolutely. Everyone keeps telling me to "just keep going" and "it will all be worth it" but honestly is it really? The same people who tell me these things aren't exactly living happy lives themselves. Heck, most of them are in even worse spots than I am and they want to tell me that its worth it? No thank you, I would rather pass away peacefully with people that love me than end up divorced and friendless at 60.

 

[Vorty30]

Based Based and Based!

 

[amerie]

Being told that it'll get better is so annoying because yeah it'll get better if you have the money, time, energy, and support and having all 3 is like trying to find a needle in a haystack with your eyes glued shut with got 2b spray and being whipped by a ring master if you don't move in a timely manner.

Life is so hard and it's even harder if you're mentally and physically fucked. Not all of us want to work hard to cope, some of us just want to die.

Absolutely. Everyone keeps telling me to "just keep going" and "it will all be worth it" but honestly is it really? The same people who tell me these things aren't exactly living happy lives themselves. Heck, most of them are in even worse spots than I am and they want to tell me that its worth it? No thank you, I would rather pass away peacefully with people that love me than end up divorced and friendless at 60.

Lowkey I think people like that who lie about life getting better are either severely coping or gatekeeping methods so people don't get their grubby hands on them first and having it confiscated.

 

[Warriorsfan]

I hate waking up!
I go to bed and pray to die in my sleep. I don't want to hurt anyone.
I believe in God but I just want to die.
To me there's nothing wrong with that.

 

[Forever Sleep]

True. It occured to me pretty quickly at the start- when I felt I ought to try and fight being unhappy- that that would be an exhausting way to live. To constantly fight against the negative thoughts and force myself to be positive. It didn't take long for me to abandon that because I doubted it would ever 'naturally' take.

That's what makes me curious about optimists though. Are they truly naturally like that or, do they force themselves to be?

 

[sevennn]

yeah. but i just want to die peacefully and i haven't found that way out yet. and i have to be still tortured here

 

[Alexandra_]

When will this existence end?????