Omg fuck this world fuck this society fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckk fuck this pathetic ass society fuck this shit I feel like I'm fucking trapped in a prison all I want is a fucking euthanasia yet I can't have it I'm 22 years old I've been expecting to die since 13 years old and even more since 2 years due to some fucking life circumstances changing but I can't even ask for euthanasia and I live with my fucking parents and methods need money so it's hard for me to access most of these metods all I want is to stop existing but I can't in this pathetic shitty ass retarded disgusting society they don't give a fucking shit about you but they are playing heroes I wish I had a gun so I could at the very least blow my fucking brains out I'm trapped in this cell I can't even get euthanasia if you are lucky they ask you why you want to die if not you get put in a mental ward omg this society is sick, rotten to the core, unbelieavable how fucking pathetic can this race be I know probably no one is gonna read this but I just needed to vent I'm so tired of this shit I don't want to keep doing it for another 40 years I'm waiting for my parents to die so I can fucking kill myself or maybe to find a method that I can do with ressources available to me I'm trapped in this circus why I can't get a cardiac arrest or something life is trash it's fucking garbage it's pathetic
I already hate my fucking life yet I have to keep playing this shit game I don't want to but can't even talk about that irl, you simply can't, I have to keep pretending everything is normal everything is okay I don't fucking want to JUST GIVE ME EUTHANASIA, not even free maybe charge me 20k I'm gonna work my ass off just to get it, fuck this shitty ass society you dumbasses just fuck it, I have to work my ass off in order to not even get a house or euthanasia, pathetic assholes you created a suicidal citizen that enters into this site at 2 am night through illegal means good job you retards good job, I can't even ask euthanasia from my stupid doctor because guess what no access.
"You are so young" I DONT FUCKING CARE I FUCKING DONT I JUST DON'T, Am I supposed to be reassured with that? To know that I still have decennies of misery? For my whole fucking life I pretended to be "normal" and participated, but you piece of shits don't even know that I hate you with all of my heart, I hate every piece of shit that opposes euthanasia, that prevents me from just dying as easily as snapping fingers, that makes me search for harder means and living the rest of my life by hating it.
I just can't with this world man, why the fuck do I have to search suicide methods discreetly by entering in tor (this site is banned in my country) at night, in an ideal society I would've just gone to the doctor and they would've euthanized me in exchange of some money.
I already hate my fucking life yet I have to keep playing this shit game I don't want to but can't even talk about that irl, you simply can't, I have to keep pretending everything is normal everything is okay I don't fucking want to JUST GIVE ME EUTHANASIA, not even free maybe charge me 20k I'm gonna work my ass off just to get it, fuck this shitty ass society you dumbasses just fuck it, I have to work my ass off in order to not even get a house or euthanasia, pathetic assholes you created a suicidal citizen that enters into this site at 2 am night through illegal means good job you retards good job, I can't even ask euthanasia from my stupid doctor because guess what no access.
"You are so young" I DONT FUCKING CARE I FUCKING DONT I JUST DON'T, Am I supposed to be reassured with that? To know that I still have decennies of misery? For my whole fucking life I pretended to be "normal" and participated, but you piece of shits don't even know that I hate you with all of my heart, I hate every piece of shit that opposes euthanasia, that prevents me from just dying as easily as snapping fingers, that makes me search for harder means and living the rest of my life by hating it.
I just can't with this world man, why the fuck do I have to search suicide methods discreetly by entering in tor (this site is banned in my country) at night, in an ideal society I would've just gone to the doctor and they would've euthanized me in exchange of some money.
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