• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
I don't want death, a dog, a loving mom, good mental health or anything like that all I want is freedom.


I'm not just talking about physical freedom I'm talking about mental freedom.

Physical freedom: Nothing is more valuable than doing what you want (without being a danger to others) and doing it for yourself. You have no-one stopping you physically or verbally putting you down. I wish I could smoke some weed or DMT or do something harmless without being humiliated or attacked verbally. I wish I could end my life without anyone trying to make me suffer. I wish for something that should be a part of life but is not.

Mental freedom: Mental freedom is something else entirely it's being able to do something without the fear of anything. It's being free of abuse, trauma, insecurities and other negative emotions. It's completely letting go of everything. Not craving love, affection or intimacy. It's something I would literally kill for.


Suicide seems the only way to achieve some of this. I'm mourning the loss of my childhood. I can't get over myself. My ''ego'' wants affection and unconditional love but I simply want to be free from the craving of that.

If there is a creator I firmly believe he did intend life to be lived in this way.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Despairing and LastFlowers
LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
I don't believe in any god or creator or whatever their supposed intentions would be, but I do crave freedom and I have been suffocated and trapped for a very long time by things outside of my control. I have always said to myself that I just want to be free and to be free to be the real me. I have lacked physical freedom which has lead to a lacking in mental freedom, both quite important as you have stated. If we were all completely free in these ways then the other aspects of life would be sure to fall in line afterward.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: lostangel
Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Nah I want death not freedom, freedom sucks ass. Seems good in theory but in practice freedom is just the pressure to make correct decisions. Freedom without consequences would be nice but that's not reality. I know better than to trust myself with freedom.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: 262653, lostangel and Meditation guide
StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
The only way to achieve true freedom would be to become a god like entity.
But that is not possible, yet.
So the only other option is death.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lostangel and Jojo81
Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
freedom would be nice. i'll be free of a lot of things when im dead.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lostangel

Similar threads

F
Replies
2
Views
115
Offtopic
Forever Sleep
F
AreWeWinning
Replies
2
Views
153
Suicide Discussion
AreWeWinning
AreWeWinning
IDontKnowEverything
Replies
4
Views
227
Politics & Philosophy
Forever Sleep
F