For how many of you here not having to worry about money will make you live longer?

[Dr Iron Arc]

The amount of money required to sate all my desires would be in the hundreds of billions or maybe even trillions but at that point people would come after me and probably make me want to CTB anyway.

 

[MrAsclepius]

Money would help me purchase things like SN or guns, so in that sense yes it would help me.

Help me stay? Not so much.

 

[140 bpm]

When I've started earn a lot of money, I've actually started thinking about ctb. More money you have - more problems. They just giving you an illusion of happiness. And when I've lost everything, I've literally lost my mind. Money gone, friends gone, drugs gone, everything gone. Paranoia still with me + whole train of mental shit and loneliness. I would better never seen that fckn money.

 

[orbroots]

i'm nearly always overwhelmed by financial stress. money would be cool, but a world without money would be even better. i wonder if there's a billionaire out there who could afford everyone's N?

 

[Nati]

I have plenty of money and support from my family but.. It doesn't change anything. There's nothing I can buy that will make me feel better. Nothing satisfy me no matter what I do.
I tried getting into mountain biking and I spent like 5,000$ on bikes and accessories and then I wanted to draw so I got the iPad pro, pen and accessories for maybe 1,300$ and I tried hiking and trekking so I spent maybe 900$ on shoes ,sleeping bag and whatever... I always got the top gear because I wanted to have no excuse for not sticking with it. In the end I just didn't get any satisfaction out of those hobbies and jobs so I just stopped.

 

[stygal]

Oh definitely, It'll solve a lot of problems, but I'm pretty sure I'll still ctb in the end. I'll just fill more "fulfilled" and reassured when I do it.

Me.
But at least I could give my mom some money back after she provided for me for such a long time and bought expensive stuff for my disability - because it was such a waste for her now that I'm leaving.

 

[LainIwakura]

yes
if i had money to get therapy, meds, my own apartment, bills, video games, plushies/dolls/toys, clothes/accessories i want, resources for stuff i want to do, decorative items, and top surgery. well. i simply would not want to die

 

[Teal_Blue_Dreams]

Money would remove a lot of the anxiety from my life but it wouldn't cure my depression or my general dissatisfaction with life. I guess if I suddenly won the lottery I would pay off my debts and travel the world once the pandemic eases up, but I would still ctb at the end of it. So money would only postpone my suicide.

Same.

 

[CandySatan]

Money isn't my concern if I had money I would give it all to charity and stuff. Saving life (hopefully) and ending mine after.

 

[Owl of Minerva]

It would definitely help alleviate anxieties and stress but ultimately I'm too dissapponted with reality to keep going for too long

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

It would definitely help alleviate anxieties and stress but ultimately I'm too dissapponted with reality to keep going for too long

Reality is very underwhelming that is a great way to put it

 

[thesighofleaves]

I could rent a house and be free of other people. My anxiety would drop dramatically

This is me. Literally me. Maybe $60,000 USD would solve 3/4 of my problems, which would be enough for me to keep going. I could buy a pre-made tiny house and put it literally any cheap place in the US. Wouldn't have to live with people. Would only then need to work part time to survive with food, phone, and internet.

 

[patheticpartner]

I always thought that no matter how wealthy, happy, and fulfilled I am, I'll still want to commit suicide to free myself of the effort it would take to maintain such a state of being. My thing is that I'm too lazy to live, but if money wasn't an issue at all, maybe I would be fine just effortlessly coasting through life.

 

[lost_soul83]

For me money would definitely give me freedom to do the things which I want. Even though I have other things to deal with like emotional pain, pointless of existence but still money would make me want to live longer.

Also I can be depressed in peace and hate myself without having to worry about work

If I had a lot of money I could ctb the way I wanted and not have to worry about my family being taken care of after I was gone.

 

[Nati]

If I had a lot of money I could ctb the way I wanted and not have to worry about my family being taken care of after I was gone.

Would you share the method?

 

[lost_soul83]

Would you share the method?

Well ideally it would be fentanyl, if I could get enough of good, quality stuff.

 

[Sakura94]

I think so yes. It wouldn't cure all the stuff wrong with me but it would go a long way.

 

[TooMuchToBear]

I used to think it would make a difference, it may to some extent, but not as much as I would need to. Inner turmoil is inner turmoil.

 

[lost_soul83]

I used to think it would make a difference, it may to some extent, but not as much as I would need to. Inner turmoil is inner turmoil.

I totally agree. Money can't cure all the effed up crap going on in your head.

 

[AutoTap]

It would help me a decent bit. Wouldn't have to worry about leaving the house, being a burden, and would be able to buy entertainment stuff like video games and etc

 

[patheticpartner]

i'm nearly always overwhelmed by financial stress. money would be cool, but a world without money would be even better. i wonder if there's a billionaire out there who could afford everyone's N?

Oh man, if money weren't an issue, I'd pay off any politician/corporation I can to stock N in dollar stores worldwide, or set up N "shelters" to give anyone the option of death anytime

 

[pinkcanvasshoes]

Yes it would help me. It has been a constant source of worry for me over the last 10 years. I'm not asking to be rich, just to have enough so I can pay off my debts and keep a roof over my head & food on the table. I fear this latest lockdown is going to push me over the edge

 

[brutalus]

Money wouldn't help me at all

hey! could i have some of your money then?!?! hahaha joking XD

 

[MellowAvenue]

I used to think it would help but that saying of money not being able to buy happiness very much rings true especially if you what you do to make money makes you even more miserable. If I knew a money fairy that could give me a limitless supply of money then I dunno, maybe.