S
spanishguy22
Enlightened
- Apr 9, 2019
- 1,003
First of all I feel like shit when doing these kind of things because I don't want anyone to kill themselves with any ideas I have, but I guess you can't avoid it much when being ina forum like this.
After going through the most popular methods, I've been feeling really anxious, disappointed and hopeless. Why? Because every method has a slight chance of going south and making you brain damaged in who knows what ways.
I decided for me I'm not comfortable trying any methods that might lead to brain damage without killing yourself.
The only thing I could come up with is focusing on my heart. I would need a gun, or a onebarrel weak shotgun. And then I'd shot me in the heart. I'd be benzod to the core but it would be painful indeed. But this way I know I will bleed out really quick instead of missing a gunshot to the head somehow and surviving hours and probably having shitty doctor's ruin life.
Even if my heart was not destroyed, it would be damaged enough that even if I lived my life span would shorten a lot. Although I don't want to live with that though. But better than living with heart damage than brain damage.
Thoughts? I may have missed some points to consider so please people's give me feedback I'd be grateful.
After going through the most popular methods, I've been feeling really anxious, disappointed and hopeless. Why? Because every method has a slight chance of going south and making you brain damaged in who knows what ways.
I decided for me I'm not comfortable trying any methods that might lead to brain damage without killing yourself.
The only thing I could come up with is focusing on my heart. I would need a gun, or a onebarrel weak shotgun. And then I'd shot me in the heart. I'd be benzod to the core but it would be painful indeed. But this way I know I will bleed out really quick instead of missing a gunshot to the head somehow and surviving hours and probably having shitty doctor's ruin life.
Even if my heart was not destroyed, it would be damaged enough that even if I lived my life span would shorten a lot. Although I don't want to live with that though. But better than living with heart damage than brain damage.
Thoughts? I may have missed some points to consider so please people's give me feedback I'd be grateful.