Story First time cutting

[Stargazing:<]

I was so numb it felt like everything was static. We have loose razors at work so I took one to the bathroom and cut my arms up.

It released something and it felt good.

 

[hells "angel"]

I remember my first time. I wish you the very best, may life take mercy.

 

[stillmirenai]

I was so numb it felt like everything was static. We have loose razors at work so I took one to the bathroom and cut my arms up.

It released something and it felt good.

I'm not encouraging it, but just curious, what made you decide to try it? Be careful, it can turn into an unhealthy habit fast.

 

[soft-flower345]

I'm not encouraging it, but just curious, what made you decide to try it? Be careful, it can turn into an unhealthy habit fast.

This this this. It can spiral into a hardcore addiction really fast. I started when I was 13 with a pair of safety scissors and got to the point where I couldn't go more than 8 hours without doing it within 6 months. It creeps up on you fast so be careful.

 

[Stargazing:<]

I'm not encouraging it, but just curious, what made you decide to try it? Be careful, it can turn into an unhealthy habit fast.

I was numb and I wanted some sort of control over my emotions for once. I can see how I could easily spiral with this though..
I will try to be careful

 

[MrDarkness]

Be carful self harming is very addictive, I have scars all over my body, I usually use it to cope when I'm depressed

 

[Terrible00]

I had no idea what it was at first, when I lost my mind I just started picking up random stuff outside to try and hurt my arm at some point.

I got the idea that I could steal a razor blade from the house and I did. I started cutting a few times, and it was a very good stress relief for me.

A few days later I found out it was an actual thing people do.

 

[Victim.Of.Life]

Like everyone already said, be careful. My first time was 2 months ago. I had an afwul day and was wondering if SH would make me feel better, there has to be a reason people do it, right? So I gave it a try and it did help. Now every time I feel really down, I resort to cutting. I'm noticing everytime I cut, I cut deeper than last time. I also get drunk before, so I can cut deeper. Not a very productive habit...

I don't want to tell you what to do or not to do. But please only use a clean blade. And keep your wounds clean.

I wish you the best, stay safe!

 

[stillmirenai]

I was numb and I wanted some sort of control over my emotions for once. I can see how I could easily spiral with this though..
I will try to be careful

Yeah, try to find a healthier coping mechanism. You'll fall down the rabbit hole in record time and never look back, thinking that what you're doing is a good thing. I have to admit, I self harm, but that doesn't mean it's okay. Self harm should only be used as a last resort.

 

[sancsuinet]

if you can stop before you rely on it id recommend it! its a dangerous game, and a pretty competitive one. make sure youre caring for them properly, get those butterfly sutures if needed, keep everything hygenic, you dont want an infection

 

[Anonymoususer1234]

I was so numb it felt like everything was static. We have loose razors at work so I took one to the bathroom and cut my arms up.

It released something and it felt good.

I know what that's like. Please please be careful. It stops feeling good after the first few times, trust me.

 

[DeadPool360]

My first time was when I was 13 I think It was in the middle of my class but it was at the end of the school schedule,
so while everybody was starting to stand up and walk outside of class I did it
did Not to feel relieved though I just wanted to know if anyone would notice
Well, no one did except one person we weren't that close back then but he noticed and we chatted a bit and that helped me feel better
Although I am back to the same situation where no one notices anything about me and no one will know anything
I don't harm myself I thought of doing it a couple of times, but I didn't
Because of three things
First I force myself not to get up from the bed works sometimes
Second, the blades aren't sharp so they don't hurt
Third well, I don't think it will help me iin anyway like it will not fix anything just putting a scar on me wont help
by the way I once tried sharpening the knife so i could do it and actually did it and damn don't know why I don't have that same resolve in other things