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Endoflifecomestoall

Student
Oct 31, 2021
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I just want to to introduce myself. I have been following this site for a while. Been having thoughts about ctb and anxiety for 2 years after being on sertraline for 6 months so reading posts has helped me feel I as am not alone.
I am 51 years old and possibly somewhere on the spectrum although not been analysed.
I am lucky I hold down a full time job and have 2 elderly parents but all friends have "moved on"
I have been trying to do things to change improve life.
If I were to ctb it would be sn done "Stan's way"
I live in England.
 
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Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
Welcome
I hope you find support in which ever way you need here.
 
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cambrai33

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Nov 3, 2021
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I just want to to introduce myself. I have been following this site for a while. Been having thoughts about ctb and anxiety for 2 years after being on sertraline for 6 months so reading posts has helped me feel I as am not alone.
I am 51 years old and possibly somewhere on the spectrum although not been analysed.
I am lucky I hold down a full time job and have 2 elderly parents but all friends have "moved on"
I have been trying to do things to change improve life.
If I were to ctb it would be sn done "Stan's way"
I live in England.
Welcome and we'll done for posting, it's never easy to put yourself out there

Sn is becoming my choice too but I'm nervous about getting it delivered and my ctb intentions spotted

We live in the same place
 
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deflationary

deflationary

Fussy exister. Living in the epilogue
Mar 11, 2020
529
Welcome & sorry you're here.
 
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Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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i've managed to source some SN 98 pure food grade from china spoken to the seller he said he sells to the uk all the time it's expensive for shipping tho it's going to take a while to be deliver as well like a month by the looks of things i don't know if it will be seized by customs or have to pay import tax i've not bought it yet got to wait a few days for payday
 
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Endoflifecomestoall

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Oct 31, 2021
120
Welcome and we'll done for posting, it's never easy to put yourself out there

Sn is becoming my choice too but I'm nervous about getting it delivered and my ctb intentions spotted

We live in the same place
Thank you Cambrai33.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,843
Welcome. Whatever happens, I wish you the best. I hope you choose to do what is best for yourself.
 
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Huntfish34

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Mar 13, 2020
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Welcome to SS,. Thank you for sharing! I wish you the best in whatever may happen.
 
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After Life

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Nov 6, 2021
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Welcome, hope you find what you are looking for in here may it be info or support , joined recently to .
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Welcome and I hope being here helps you.
 
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Susannah

Mage
Jul 2, 2018
534
Welcome to ss, the only forum I know of that never judges anyone. I hope you find the support and comfort you need. I've been a member since 2018, and I still come back here when I feel down.

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Labean

Labean

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Nov 5, 2021
55
Welcome. I am your age, my parents "left". Many childhood friends with whom it was very interesting and fun "left". Stay here, read, but do not rush your parents are still here.
 
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justsurrender

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Oct 8, 2021
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I'm new too. I hope you find any support you need
 

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